Warning! This is gonna be really emo post ok.. Its all started with the meeting with dessy in the train. And all the memories hustle in my mind.
i hate the fact that my current class is not united as 4C'07
i hate the fact that the whole class wont sing me bdae song unlike 4C'07
i hate the fact that i am not looking forward to my birthday this year
i hate the fact that nobody countdown my birthday with me unlike last year
i hate the fact that my friends are not there when i need them the most
i hate the fact that it is so super hard to find a true friend in RP
i hate the fact that there is no listening ears for me to share my probs with
i hate the fact that i have to cry alone by myself and no one console me
i hate the fact that i have travel alone to and fro in the train from now onwards
i hate the fact that there is no shoulder for me to lean on when i want to sleep
i hate the fact that there is no one to wake me up when im asleep
i hate the fact that i cant go to school with the lepak kakis unlike in secondary school
i hate the fact that my stomach resistance is deteriorating
i hate the fact that i have to impress others and not be myself
i hate the fact that i have to face with backstabbers, bitches and double-faces people all the time
i hate the fact that I have to face rejection for the first time
i hate the fact that many are willing to do anything for the sake of money
i hate the fact that there's problems coming up after one another
i hate the fact that many are still having the midset that i'm a minah
so, in conclusion,
i hate the fact that i am not strong enough like i used to be!
