Thursday, August 7, 2008
yo people. Thanks to nafisah larh for my so not needed post ok.. haha. And i publish it just to make u more popular and people will start to leave comments at my blog.. haha.. *eyes rolling to the wannabes*
yeah. lots of things happened yesterday. not sure whether is that a good thing or a bad one.
i came to school all tired and i have to clip up my fringe as it have overgrown itself. i want a damn haircut man.
had my lunch with nek zaf. haha. poor her, have to treat me drinks. haha. yeah man.. money saved up. haha. i ran all the way towards the meeting spot the moment i saw her strolling like there is no tomorrow. haha. yeah man. haha.
talked crap with the crapper. haha. oh, yeah, guess what people! zaf and me MAYBE cousins. but a far one larh. haha. imagine that man. somehow, we are like thinking of the possibility and we linked all the way from having to meet each other when our parents have jempotan to zaf getting married and i will sing isabella for her. haha. omg. that is very far for our creativity. haha.
went back to class then go to solat with sinah and nafisah. they are like so super irritating larh i tell you.. VERY! haha. sinah was like talking awak-awak with nafisah. and i was like so super disgusted down there. i mean like im so used to hearing sinah saying aku, kau lah. and imagine, out of the blue, she said awak instead of kau? oh, my! i just went burst out laughing larh. haha. oh, at the same time disgusted at her. haha.
went to the room and start to solat. and guess what? sinah couldnt stop laughing the moment she looked at my face. like wth. what is so unnormal about that? what? haha. nafisah is like already rolling on the floor couldnt stop laughing. wth. i was like all blur larh down there. and like finally, sinah is able to pull herself off that laughing era and say, ko mcm alien sak. more blur. i was like looking at myself arh. what is so wrong with me. and i look at my reflection, mcm ET eh muke aku.. haha. and more laughter went out of their mouht. btw, the class is all quiet and only tiny whispering could be heard. thanks to them, the classroom is filled with people(2 people actually) trying to control her laughter. damn. thanks to sinah, i have to take off the clip as she claimed that she could not pray if she see my face. haha
back to class. damn. anisah scold jill and caroline for not being considerate enough because they are making too much noise when we were presenting. and anisah tell them off when i was like talking/explaining about the slide. i was like so super shocked and blur at the same time. haha. yeah..
After class, nafisah and jill confronted each other with one extra people. haha. oh, yeah, they manage to talk things out and they are fine. everyone is fine. except someone. wth. people, let bygones be bygones. solve the conflict and tadaa! game over. easy. yeah. but too bad arh. haiz. pity nafisah. dont worry girl, ramadan nak dekat. mungkin ade hidayah disebalik itu semue. ok? chins up! yeah. haha. while they are like fighting outside, i was like so busy in a conversation. with lots of people. haha. yeah man. i multitask. haha. yeah. initial plan is to go ECP.
Somehow, sinah and I took the bus all the way to bedok. ECP cancelled so; we went lepak-ing at mac instead. Great larh i tell you. Better.
I head home. Dad brings baby syimir to pick me up. Yeah man. Love baby syimir. But somehow, thanks to my carelessness, he fell of the bed and had a huge benjol on his forehead. Mum got really pissed off with me. Moreover, his mum gonna picked him up the next day(which is today). she like what am i gonna say to his mother? i kept really quiet. very.. 0oops. my fault. i know. i didnt mean it. and now, i can't face baby syimir especially with his egg on his forehead. *btw, im holding back my tears right now*. im feeling a guilty right now.
i don’t know who shall i turn to when i have problem. I need my bitches, but they are not there. i need my rockers, i know, they are not what they appear to be. i want my childhood friends, i know we are not gonna be the same again. I want my Pakistani group. But they have they have got their own problems to think of. wth. i hate this. What’s the point of having a wide network of friends when you can't share your problems with them?
i know i can trust naziera. But I cant get through your line.
wth. i dunno larh what to say about you people. dont practice what u preach. suke hati larh eh. That’s what you want right? you can have that. i dont bother anymore. dont bother complaining anything to me or anything else. You guys have grown up and have a mind of an ADULT. So, I guess you are mature enough to know what is right and what's wrong.
i want to break free. I want. I must. I need to.
YA ALLAH! I need you.
yeah. lots of things happened yesterday. not sure whether is that a good thing or a bad one.
i came to school all tired and i have to clip up my fringe as it have overgrown itself. i want a damn haircut man.
had my lunch with nek zaf. haha. poor her, have to treat me drinks. haha. yeah man.. money saved up. haha. i ran all the way towards the meeting spot the moment i saw her strolling like there is no tomorrow. haha. yeah man. haha.
talked crap with the crapper. haha. oh, yeah, guess what people! zaf and me MAYBE cousins. but a far one larh. haha. imagine that man. somehow, we are like thinking of the possibility and we linked all the way from having to meet each other when our parents have jempotan to zaf getting married and i will sing isabella for her. haha. omg. that is very far for our creativity. haha.
went back to class then go to solat with sinah and nafisah. they are like so super irritating larh i tell you.. VERY! haha. sinah was like talking awak-awak with nafisah. and i was like so super disgusted down there. i mean like im so used to hearing sinah saying aku, kau lah. and imagine, out of the blue, she said awak instead of kau? oh, my! i just went burst out laughing larh. haha. oh, at the same time disgusted at her. haha.
went to the room and start to solat. and guess what? sinah couldnt stop laughing the moment she looked at my face. like wth. what is so unnormal about that? what? haha. nafisah is like already rolling on the floor couldnt stop laughing. wth. i was like all blur larh down there. and like finally, sinah is able to pull herself off that laughing era and say, ko mcm alien sak. more blur. i was like looking at myself arh. what is so wrong with me. and i look at my reflection, mcm ET eh muke aku.. haha. and more laughter went out of their mouht. btw, the class is all quiet and only tiny whispering could be heard. thanks to them, the classroom is filled with people(2 people actually) trying to control her laughter. damn. thanks to sinah, i have to take off the clip as she claimed that she could not pray if she see my face. haha
back to class. damn. anisah scold jill and caroline for not being considerate enough because they are making too much noise when we were presenting. and anisah tell them off when i was like talking/explaining about the slide. i was like so super shocked and blur at the same time. haha. yeah..
After class, nafisah and jill confronted each other with one extra people. haha. oh, yeah, they manage to talk things out and they are fine. everyone is fine. except someone. wth. people, let bygones be bygones. solve the conflict and tadaa! game over. easy. yeah. but too bad arh. haiz. pity nafisah. dont worry girl, ramadan nak dekat. mungkin ade hidayah disebalik itu semue. ok? chins up! yeah. haha. while they are like fighting outside, i was like so busy in a conversation. with lots of people. haha. yeah man. i multitask. haha. yeah. initial plan is to go ECP.
Somehow, sinah and I took the bus all the way to bedok. ECP cancelled so; we went lepak-ing at mac instead. Great larh i tell you. Better.
I head home. Dad brings baby syimir to pick me up. Yeah man. Love baby syimir. But somehow, thanks to my carelessness, he fell of the bed and had a huge benjol on his forehead. Mum got really pissed off with me. Moreover, his mum gonna picked him up the next day(which is today). she like what am i gonna say to his mother? i kept really quiet. very.. 0oops. my fault. i know. i didnt mean it. and now, i can't face baby syimir especially with his egg on his forehead. *btw, im holding back my tears right now*. im feeling a guilty right now.
i don’t know who shall i turn to when i have problem. I need my bitches, but they are not there. i need my rockers, i know, they are not what they appear to be. i want my childhood friends, i know we are not gonna be the same again. I want my Pakistani group. But they have they have got their own problems to think of. wth. i hate this. What’s the point of having a wide network of friends when you can't share your problems with them?
i know i can trust naziera. But I cant get through your line.
wth. i dunno larh what to say about you people. dont practice what u preach. suke hati larh eh. That’s what you want right? you can have that. i dont bother anymore. dont bother complaining anything to me or anything else. You guys have grown up and have a mind of an ADULT. So, I guess you are mature enough to know what is right and what's wrong.
i want to break free. I want. I must. I need to.
YA ALLAH! I need you.
Labels: one nation, one people, ONE RELIGION
what we could have been, 12:41 PM.
