Sunday, August 16, 2009
This few days, I cant sleep with my comforter. For those who know me well enough, they would know that I cant sleep without my comforter. Now, I cant sleep with my comforter. Weird. I know. Well, I must say im not at my comfort zone. Sighs.
Halimah, must stop thinking too much from now on.
Cheer me up please?
For the once, after so long not talking to fatball, I just got to cry right in front of her face. What an updating session. haha.
You know, at certain point of time, you just have fears that history might repeat itself. No matter how much you convince yourself, there’s always something in your head telling you that its gonna happen again? yes. Apparently, that’s what im going thru. No matter how much I convince myself, no it’s a different person and now, she is happy that she got someone new. I just have the fear. Fear of losing that someone close to me. Fear that I can no longer rely on that person. Fear that things are different from now on.
See? Halimah is thinking too much again.
Ok. I’ve to stop. Really.
Now, I’ve stop thinking and I cant stop the tears. Gosh. Now whattttttttttttttttt
Ok, I better stop now or else I might just jump off the building the next time round. Haha.
Nights people.
p.s syroll FINALLY had a facebook. Thanks to me and fatball. Well, you know we love u syroll! Haha
p.p.s triple w’s created ourselves a private blog. Cool or whattttt.
p.p.p.s i love both my sisters. sighs.
Halimah, must stop thinking too much from now on.
Cheer me up please?
For the once, after so long not talking to fatball, I just got to cry right in front of her face. What an updating session. haha.
You know, at certain point of time, you just have fears that history might repeat itself. No matter how much you convince yourself, there’s always something in your head telling you that its gonna happen again? yes. Apparently, that’s what im going thru. No matter how much I convince myself, no it’s a different person and now, she is happy that she got someone new. I just have the fear. Fear of losing that someone close to me. Fear that I can no longer rely on that person. Fear that things are different from now on.
See? Halimah is thinking too much again.
Ok. I’ve to stop. Really.
Now, I’ve stop thinking and I cant stop the tears. Gosh. Now whattttttttttttttttt
Ok, I better stop now or else I might just jump off the building the next time round. Haha.
Nights people.
p.s syroll FINALLY had a facebook. Thanks to me and fatball. Well, you know we love u syroll! Haha
p.p.s triple w’s created ourselves a private blog. Cool or whattttt.
p.p.p.s i love both my sisters. sighs.
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
