the groove

2009-12-20T20:09:00.002+08:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED

http://hahleemuah.livejournal.com/

my new blog:D

reason being, able to privatize my personal post for just friends.

BYE!!

fuck

2009-12-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

TO THOSE WHO SAYS MY BLOG IS UGLY:

SHUDUP OK BEFORE I BLOODY CLOSE THIS BLOG DOWN. CHEEBYE KORG. HAHA

2009-11-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

Tak ingin aku rasa dipertandingkan
Sehingga diri diperbandingkan
Untuk selamanya

Never ever wish
Cos a wish, will never come true.
trust me.

From that moment onwards. I've learnt to stop wishing.

and start hoping.

2009-11-10T19:05:00.003+08:00

I'VE GOT A EYECANDY AT WORK. HANDSOME NYEEE. ARAB MIX SOMEMOREEEE.OMG. *faints*

ANDDD, my latest day at work, he asked for my nameeeeeeeeeeeee. omg. omg. omg.

*drolls*

even when he's in jubah. still, sizzling hot as ever.

ok. enough. i got something to show you guys. hold your breathe.

MASYA-ALLAH

2009-11-03T19:11:00.002+08:00

haiz.

tell me, all this is a dream.
and when i woke up all this will be gone.
tell me that.

please.

2009-11-03T11:52:00.002+08:00

No words could descripe how I feel.
No heart would bleed like I do.
No eyes would filled with tears that I flow.

You dont mean what you say
You dont act like what you say

I didnt mean to be heartless
I didnt mean to hurt you
I didnt mean all these

I just cant help it

You make me think that you're like that
You actions is beyond description.
Who do you care for?
Who do you appreaciate most in life?

No, it's not me.

i just cant concentrate in class. So, kinda explain this shit.

2009-10-29T15:32:00.000+08:00

tsk. cheat my feelings.

now, going to PARTEHS. HAHA

gasp

2009-10-26T19:47:00.002+08:00

i did something to the blog layout. NOW, IT'S HORRIBLE. HAHAHA

what to do, itchy hands.

I CANT DO MY HOMEWORKKKKKKKK. OH GOD

P.s. some people just born to be a bitch. really.

2009-10-20T10:27:00.002+08:00

AWESOME

bheecheh

2009-10-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

Pardon me, I’m just currently in my bitchy mood.

You know, yesterday, I was in a train. And I saw this Indian girl with tudong, wait, not being racist down here btw. So, Indians, obvious dark skin tone right? Weirdly, she, being daring enough, or, shall I say, too much? She actually wore pink eye shadow. God, those really pinky ones that totally standout. Plus, it is with blue eyeliner. Seriously, blue eyeliner on such skin tone? God babe. Obviously, me, totally feeling like a bitch, stare at her up and down. Honestly, I was just too shock seeing her face. After like, ages? Not meeting anyone like her. HAH.

Another thing is that, I cant stand people talking about others when they themselves behave like that. it is so typical of the idiom,’pot calling the kettle black’. I swear its annoying when single day I have to face smelly people. Chinese always hate Indian smell and stuff like that. They name the smell as ‘curry smell’. But, they enjoy eating curry. Contradicting? Pretty much of it. ok, back to the point. BUT THE THING IS THAT, THE CHEEENASSSSSSSS DIDN’T EVEN BATH IN THE MORNING LARHHH!!! You, being smelly, calling other people smelly? Oh boy, smelly people. tsk. So typical of tak sedar diri people.

Anyways, I bought a beg pack. LIKE FINALLY. With my kambing (annoyingly btw). Horrifyingly, we got the same beg but with different colour. And trust me, she behave like retard while trying to purchase that beg. Even the salesman wonders how I could survive her. Hahaha. Ok, aku bedek. But one thing for sure, you will never-want-to-go-shopping-with-her. HAHA.

Alrights, I’m done. Cant wait to meet my bfs later.

p.s. Friday, tj coming back, but I gotta work. sedih. Now, I have to wait later to receive ALL MY GIFTS. Wakakaka. Ok

p.p.s the song I know you want me that one(I forgot the title larh) is stuck in my head since yesterday. not a good thing btw.

annoyed

2009-10-07T16:01:00.003+08:00

it is pretty much annoying to know that people tend to put themselves first before others. seriously, annoying gile.

TJ trip to australia

2009-10-05T14:03:00.003+08:00

And so, on the 3rd of oct was TJ’s flight to Australia. Before she went off, we did couple of bonding thingy together. First up was getting body wax. HAHA. usually, we just use shaver until one point of time, she bought body wax from Mustafa centre. Like always, I would be the guinea pig for her to test out the product. Trust me, I just cant say no to her. Idk whyyyyy.

So, we paste the wax strip at my upper leg (actually lower leg luckily I remember that at least upper leg, we can cover it up) not side by side btw. Like around 5cm from each other (the wax strip I mean). Anddddd, like normal first-timer, I just have to scream my lungs out in the middle of the night. Till my mum have to scream and told us to sit in the living room instead. Hahaha. But, the bottomline is that, why I have to agree to her commands? Like omg. Haha

the effect:

sexy hot red legs. hahaa.

Up next was karaoke-ing with her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sumpah, if you watch that video, you feel like smacking the both of us. ok, fine, me only (since she apparently place her camera at my face only). Haha. but, ironically, that night is the rockers night. Meaning, we karaoke all the rock songs. I MEAN LIKE, TJ’S AND MY VOICE? ROCK? HORROR SAK. haha. yes, the tv set almost cracked cos of our voices. Haha. and the funneh part is that. I purposely choose the song senja nan merah by awie and ziana. HAHA. TJ, obviously, don’t know that song and naturally, sing it out of tune. Sumpah, I laugh non-stop. Hahaha. Bottomline, thank god she didn’t know how to upload video at FB. If not, malu siak aku. Hahahaha.

TO TJ: I DON’T WANT BODY WAX AS A SOUVENIR. And if you still bought for me that, I am so going to paste that wax strip on your head just like how I paste that wax strip on my upper leg. PAHAMS?

p.s. I cut my fringe. And it is so bloody short larhh.
p.p.s SO SUPER NOT ENTHU TO GO SCHOOL TOMMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

sorry, lazy to rotate. haha

PP

2009-10-01T13:52:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCK

FUCK

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

HAVE TO REWORK MY PP!!!

serve me right for not revising it back first before handing it up. ah, pandai sgt. padan muke aku.

BABI AHHHH

sumpah, troublesome nye keje. wth is pp for man.

GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

regular customer

2009-09-29T14:11:00.001+08:00

One of the regular customer at my store is pretty much happy to ‘declare’ that I am his wife. HAHA.
Sumpah, tak terkata aku. Haha

So, the story goes like this:
The past few days, I met him, I got to know his usual drink is hot brewed coffee with a dash of steamed milk and also ice water to go along. So, his next visit, I served him without even him telling me what drink he wants. At the handoff counter, he told me, ‘you can be my wife cause you know what I want’. Stunned and brainless me replied, I take it as a compliment then. Padahal obvious gitu. And we talked asking about my age and stuffs like that.

So, yesterday, I worked closing. He came and I waved when I saw him. he greeted me by saying, ‘hi wifey’. Or whatever it is spelled. Hahahahahha. I was shocked. Serious shit nye. Hahahahaha. And then, we talk again. I served him ice water again. and he said’ only my wife knows what I want’. This time, I just smiled. Hahahaha. So, he told me he haven’t been seeing me lately and stuffs like that. so, I told him, for the past weeks I went for attachments. He, one gundu, thought that I was attached so didn’t come to work, now not attached, back to work. -______________________-
Bangau nye mamat. Hahaha

When he went off, aku da mcm nak terketawe. Strangely, even my sis don’t know that regular. Except for abg. Hmmmm.

Ok larh, gtg already. Bye sweethearts.

my wedding song

2009-09-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

THIS SONG IS SO GONNA BE ON AIR DURING MY WEDDING.

gtg, I CANT BREATHE!!(i mean the song)
haha

hari raya, gpa

2009-09-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

My gpa is scary. SERIOUSLY. I’ve to ask mas to calculate for me because, apparently, I cant concentrate while calculating. haha.

Anyways, I know, abit to lembab for this

SELAMAT HARI RAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HAHAA. POHON AMPUN DAN MAAF ATAS SEGALE-SEGALE NYE YE…
Tergossip ke, terbitchy ke, tersarcastic ke, terperangai ke, terketawe mcm tak ingat dunie ke, terlalu degil ke, bobal tak pikir ke, terdendam ke, terlukakan hati ke,

EVERYTHING LARH. sorry yo people. cos whatever I did, I just follow my mood and my feelings, never, using my brain. Hahaa. Well, people make mistakes what. So, understand ah siket eh.

Ok larh, this year raye, seems normal, nothing much interesting to brag about. OH, MINUS THE PART SARAH AND SALIHA CAME TO MY HOUSE. HAPPY BANGAT LARHH. Ok, enough of that, selamat hari raye!:D

unexpected

2009-09-15T17:49:00.001+08:00

god, he just came online,

and

omg.

PRIVATE BLOG

2009-09-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NOOBBBBBBBB. HAHAHA
GOD, THAT APEK. HAHAH.

Ok, hope this year would be a blissful one for you. and enjoy all your days ahead.

Lastly, aku sayangggggggggggggggg ko ok. HAHA.

Ok, stop it. you must be rolling your eyes now. I get that bitch. Haha. eventhough you might be irritating at times. No, all the time. but, you can make my day just by cheering me up in just a second. Mcm clown gitu ah. hahaha.

Ok, da. Byeeeeeeeeeee.

dream

2009-08-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

Guess what. I dream again. about him. twice.
HIM

HIM

HIM.

OMFG.

Ok, the previous dream when we are like dating or something like that ah. And this time round, we really behave like newly attached couple. The first dream is when he went missing for a looooong looooong time. And today’s dream was after I saw him when we lepak-ed.

BUT, IT’S SCARY. GET THAT?

The thing is that, we are just friends. But, somehow both of the dream is about like our love? Ewwwwww.

Ok. nvm

BTW, TALKING ABOUT LOVE, I SWEAR THAT I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ACCUSINGLY SAID THAT I LOVE THAT GUY.

Seriously, irritated you know.

Firstly, I know what I want in a guy. What are his attributes and things to look out for in a guy and stuffs like that. so, when you accuse me liking this guy(when he’s the last thing on earth that a girl wants to date), I got really pissed. Seriously

I could like close one eye when people say he is interested in me or whatsoever ah. but, to make me be the one interested in him. You make me look like one desperate bitch you know honey. WHEN THE PROBLEM IS THAT, I DON’T. I DON’T EVEN GIVE A FUCK LARH ABOUT YOU.

This really ruin my image. Jatuh standard i, girl. Haha.

Ok, da, nights. I need inspiration for PP. help

p.s visit me at bugis starbucks from 9-2am pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. They say people there are not welcoming. So, give me moral support ok. please please please.

toilet roll key

2009-08-20T23:17:00.003+08:00

i must warn all JJ-ians not to use the toilet roll key.

apparently, i did closing outside. i was about to top-up the toilet roll. and guess what, the toilet roll key dropped in in the toilet bowl. andddddd, before this event, the china pastry man pee-ed and didnt flush. AND THE TOILET ROLL KEY IS INSIDE THE BLOODY TOILET BOWL. omg.

JJ-IANS: DON'T USE THE TOILET ROLL KEY!!!

p.s dont bother asking me how i manage to get the key out. trust me, you.dont.wish.to.know.

Macho once said to me,’ there is no such thing as good man in this world’
Now, I stood up, look around
And scarily, yes, there aren’t any good guys out there.

poem

2009-08-19T23:26:00.001+08:00

Aku hampa.
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa ini.
Lebih menyakitkan hati apabila melihat insan lain bergembira, tertawa riang.
Perasaan cemburu pula mula menghantui diri ku.

Tanpa ku sedari, diriku terasa tersisir
Aku mula mendingkan diriku dan si dia.
Akhirnya, aku kecundang
Air mata yang lama sudah ku tahan,
pelahan-lahan mengalir jatuh ke paras wajah ku

malam itu, aku ditemani air mata jernih yang sentiasa mengalir tanpa kenal erti perhentian
aku lemah menunggu hari esok.
Jiwa ku resah dan secara tiba-tiba, aku takut.
Imaginasi aku mula meronta- ronta, memikirkan apa yang akan terjadi

Aku senang akan kehidupan
Namun, hakikat nya,
insan yang aku inginkan untuk mendapingi waktu siang dan malam ku,
Tiada disisi.
Aku redha akan apa yang menimpa. Perasaan itu, mula ku lontarkan jauh-jauh

Kini, aku mula berterima kasih.
Sekurang-kurang nya, ada juga insan yang menyayangi diri aku yang tewas ini
Walau hanya pada sisa hatimu itu.

2009-08-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

i did something foolish. gasp.

fight with mas

2009-08-16T23:27:00.001+08:00

This few days, I cant sleep with my comforter. For those who know me well enough, they would know that I cant sleep without my comforter. Now, I cant sleep with my comforter. Weird. I know. Well, I must say im not at my comfort zone. Sighs.

Halimah, must stop thinking too much from now on.

Cheer me up please?

For the once, after so long not talking to fatball, I just got to cry right in front of her face. What an updating session. haha.

You know, at certain point of time, you just have fears that history might repeat itself. No matter how much you convince yourself, there’s always something in your head telling you that its gonna happen again? yes. Apparently, that’s what im going thru. No matter how much I convince myself, no it’s a different person and now, she is happy that she got someone new. I just have the fear. Fear of losing that someone close to me. Fear that I can no longer rely on that person. Fear that things are different from now on.

See? Halimah is thinking too much again.

Ok. I’ve to stop. Really.

Now, I’ve stop thinking and I cant stop the tears. Gosh. Now whattttttttttttttttt

Ok, I better stop now or else I might just jump off the building the next time round. Haha.

Nights people.

p.s syroll FINALLY had a facebook. Thanks to me and fatball. Well, you know we love u syroll! Haha

p.p.s triple w’s created ourselves a private blog. Cool or whattttt.

p.p.p.s i love both my sisters. sighs.

syroll birthday

2009-08-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

HAAAPPPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY WEIRDEST GIRLFRIEND:D

Haha. ok, syroll aged today. haha. By a year larh. so, all the best in whatever you do ok makcik. And stay happy-happy, random-random, weird-weird, hyper-hyper always. May Allah prolong your life and bless you and your loved ones. *hugs*

So, I’m supposed to wish her right at the strike of 12am. But somehow, sorry eh, I fall asleep and never woke up. Haha. well, what do you expect sak. after 5-days MC rotting my ass at home and now, suddenly have to wake up early for school. Sorry eh syroll. Paham2 jek ah. haha.

So, anyways, weirdly, she’s my closest, closest, close rabak gile babi to the max girlfriend. She practically know all my inside secrets. Haha. ceyyy. Haha. ok, da, stop merepek-ing.

Oh ya, I sms-ed her, giving a sentence wish. But having a two paged mumbling and talking cock about my life. what a wish msg eh. Ok. fine.

Oh, talking about that 5days MC, I had high fever at a point of 39.9C. trust me, its bad. And mummy make me walk to polyclinic in tees and shorts. Makk, I’m like shivering till my backbone break. Plus, im almost crawling compared to walking. Mummy was like telling me to walk faster and in the end, SHE LEFT ME BEHIND. Makkkkk. Sooooo typical of mak-maks. Haha.

Ok, da. Im dead tired. Shall update again. lazy larh. haha. bye. Nights:D

p.s what the hell is up with blogger. I CANT PUT MY PIC AND SYROLL SAKKKK.

p.p.s I’VE GOT JELLYBEANS FROM MAS :D:D:D

skipped work leaving yan and zam alone

2009-07-31T21:25:00.000+08:00

I skipped work today. like omg. First time buat keje mcm gini. But, I’m not being proud down here. But I just feeeeeeeeeeeel so guilty. =/
OH MY GOD. Imagine me doing that to Yan and Zam when they are like the 2 most favourite people to do closing with. Hish. So sad.

I woke up with a bloody painful stomach ache. Thinking that it will somehow fade away like usual, I make my way down to school. And trust me, I feel like dying. I swear I regret not listening to mummy to bring panadol with me. Forced myself to school and boy, I can’t rest my ass like usual. Whatever my sitting position is, I could feel my whole stomach feeling numb.

During break, walked to trcc with liyana, its bloody funny. Haha. ok, i know, she’s just showing her concern as stuffs like that. but, kelakar sak. Every 5 min, the common phrase will be,’eh, kau ok tak?’ hah, ok, appreciate that concern btw.

And so, I decided on to go to work since the pain is unbearable as the day goes by. Then, start to call the whole JJ family. Only then, I realise, there’s so little partners. Reason being that everyone can take over the shift larh. that’s why. But, gotta know from zie that pitz and wirda helped out. gotta thank them btw.

Oh, ya, I swear its irritating when people don’t believe I’m sick and they thought I purposely skip for my birthday or whatsoever reason. IRRITATING SAK. i just feel like shoving them my x-ray pictures and paste it right in front of their eyeballs. Binget siot.

So, anyways, here I am, blogging. Eventhough I got the appointment letter already to pass to abg naz. But, mummy still insists to bring me to doctor just to take MC and also painkillers. But somehow, it doesn’t seem to work. Really.

p.s can someone visit me at home? Im so bored down hereeeeeeeeee

p.p.s IM CRAVING FOR JELLYBEANS AND PRATA SAUSAGEEEEEEEEEE.

p.p.p.s I don’t know why, I just got irritated when somebody wishes me happy birthday. Idk whyyyyy.

2009-07-22T16:24:00.006+08:00

I had enough of every week visit to polyclinic. Now, I have to visit hospital. Like, wth. Ok, nvm. I shall not elaborate much on that.

So, yesterday was a normal day at school until one point of time, I decided to do a quiz on ‘how much you are worth’. As usual, I bug sinah to do, like what she did to me yesterday. haha. and guess what, that quiz was not accurate. I’M WAY WAY WAY WAY MORE EXPENSIVE OK.

click the pic to enlarge.

So, ya, it’s such a blessing even to have such nice friends to prove the quiz wrong. IN A WAY TO SAY IM MORE CHEAPERRRRRRRRR. BABIKS. PROUD SGT AH ADE KAWAN MCM NIEEEE. Haha. I’ve like 31 comments ok. irritated gile babiks to the max. and comments by isk was the meanest of allllll.
How can he comment saying:

Sesungguhnye, amat tak perlu sangat-sangat kan??
Haha. ok, appareantly, their results is all $100. So, tak payah nak action ok. haha.

Anyways, moving on, webcam with mas. And she was so into saying that she’s manis larh, ape larh, whatsoever ah. with that, I decided on taking a super ‘manis’ picture of her. Hahahaahahaha.
Amek ko. Hahaa

Alahai, dari manis mcm teros mcm masam gitu eh. Hahaha

Ok, da, bye people.

Oh, ya. About my birthday right, I want wallet and slippers. If can, tell me ok what you getting for me. I don’t want to end up with 10 wallets and no slippers at all. haha. but, I don’t mind having 10 slippers though. Haha

Talking about birthday, I don’t feel excited or anything. Really. in my mind was like, ya, 18, legal, so???

Ok, bye peoples.

p.s. I want to watch harry potter. ANYONE? ANYONE????

2009-07-15T18:49:00.031+08:00

Ok, blogger has been an ass for not being able to upload pictures. now, amek ko, segale gambar2 aku nak upload. Hahha

RANDOM DRAWING ON MSN WITH KAKAK MAS: (pink ink, mine, red, mas) others, mine too. (:

the reason for my wed's doomsday:

this little thing called love. AHAHA. mine drawing btw. oh, not for me, for mas. duh.

JUST COMPARE:

OK, i could tell who's better at art. HAHA. kakakkus, time to improve ok :D hahaha

OUTING WITH BFF: MOVIE DATE

As you can see, I wanted to sit on that platform like xy did. As in, way before xy even lands her ass there. And saki was kind enough to offer her help, saying she will push me up from below. I was enthu when she said that. so, I did push myself up the platform.

To my horror, I cant open my leg wide enough cos im wearing a dress. And saki was laughing at me, INSTEAD OF HELPING. Baik nye kawan. hahah

and, in the end, im still stuck not able to sit like xy does. THANKS TO SAKI. haha

ok, DAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

p.s results out next wed.WEDDDDDDD.

p.p.s now, i hate wednesdays

p.p.p.s thanks for those who are concern about my health. appreaciate it alots *big hugs*

next wed

2009-07-09T10:19:00.006+08:00

NEXT
WEDNESDAY

=

THE REAL

DOOMSDAYY!!

doomsday

2009-07-07T20:48:00.007+08:00

WEDNESDAY

=

DOOMSDAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

*faints*

waiting

2009-07-02T20:10:00.002+08:00

OMG, WHERE THE HELL IS SYROLL AND FATBALL

They gonna meet each other and stuffs then come over to my house. to jog. Yes, jog. And, bloody helllll. I’ve been waiting since a decade ago sia. not even their shadows are at my sight. Haha

So, today, I got a pretty much boring day. Oh, guess what, when the faci told me to disable wireless and stuffs. I DID. HAHAH. I REALLY DID WHAT HE TOLD ME TO DO. Like, oh my gowd. Hahaha. Amcm?? Hahha

Ok, whatever I know. Haha. oh, I wanna blog about this, apparently hazirah’s class, right in front of my class, got quarantine. And my class was like so super kecoh over it. really. they actually purposely walk in front of the class and stuffs like that. haha. oh, one part is that, my classmate, hanlin, he went to the door and shout, 1… 2…. 3…. *open the door* BREATHEE!!

Hahahahaha. Funny rightttt. Ok, nvm. Haha.

And, rp is getting too nonsensical. To avoid us getting in contact with other people, they actually restrict our social life. Like, seriously, we are given only 20mins for 1 break. Hello??? But, as usual, no one cares. Come on, we are young adults, at this very age of life, like duh, we want to mix around. Have our own circle of friends, broaden our social life. Stuffs like that. I mean, think back, if the principle don’t get what I mean, it means that, he don’t get what social life is. Equals to, he got no circle of friends. Which apparently leads to, you know what. Hahaha. *evil laugh*

Ok, enough. And, we all have to get out of the school by 4 or 4.30. Whatever. I was alone in class waiting for asar. And chilling, kes mcm lepak gile babi gitu ah. And suddenly, a loud bang opens the door, wide. Not long after, a horrendous looking monster came, stomping it’s feet and with a croaky voice, it shouted, ‘oi!! HALIMAH!! CEPAT-CEPAT!!! NANTI KUL 4.30 DIER OFF LIFT, LOCK PINTU TU SUME!!’ hahahaha. Ok, you can guess who already larh. hahahaha. Non-other than, my farty kentot. Hahaha. Sinah larh who else sak. Hahahhaa

And, I cant even say a proper goodbye to those im chatting with sia. but, still stayed to asar then go off. hahha. TU LARH, KECOH SANGAT PERRR. HAHA.

Omg, I finish blogging yet they haven’t reach yettttttttttttttttt. GRRRRR.

Nights bitches. :( i feeel oh so lonelyyyy

BFF day out- movie date

2009-07-01T21:21:00.006+08:00

And so, I spend my off-school-day with my darls, xy and saki. My goodness, it’s been donkey years since I last saw them. super excited to see them back again(:

Apparently, they are my movie date. Oh, remember about that movie ticket? Ya, so, I scolded xy on the phone for being such a moron. Haha. Apparently, she asked me at bugis got golden village. I was superly confident that at bugis is actually GV. Hahah. So, ya, I start to demoralise her ah. then, later found out. malu sendiri ah kan. Ape lagi. Hahaha

Oh! the moment I step my feet on the train, I lifted up my head and I saw SHAH!!! Hahaha. Ok, whatever. Haha.

Watched ice-age 3 and boy, I had a good laugh. And, it feels so real to watch it on cinema compared to laptop. Haha. well, to much of downloaded movies in my laptop already I must say. hahah.

Head down to LJ and saw sally there. Boy, I saw lots of people today. haha. ok, padahal 2 jek. Haha.

We had a loooooooong blooooooody talk. Just pure memories larh those days. Talked about how we would send each other home after school and how we celebrate each other birthday in class and stuffs like that. Oh, god, those days. Haha.

Head down to iluma. Yes, we acc xy since it’s her virgin trip there. We walk around and finally went to the ‘sky’ and camwhore down there. Soon after, saki and I got really tired to we just sit down and talk. Like how xy put it, like one secret agent aunty gossiping. Hahah. With such isolated area and we are like practically hiding behind the wall ahh.

Finally, home sweet home. (:

next up will be a bowling session with them again. wootssss.

p.s pics are all at facebook. i cant seem to upload the pics at blogger siaaa!!! WHY???

busy bastards

2009-06-28T16:23:00.001+08:00

OMG. Puteri,my youngest sister, just said that im fat. Like hello!! She’s just 10 and, trust her, to be so bitchy already. And, the moment she said that im fat, she rolled her eyes and give me a sinister smile. ever. bitchhh. *those who are thinking, ‘just like you what’, cheebyeee to you guys.* hahah.

Oh, yes, she made me realised that im growing fat. Omg. I NEED TO JOGGGGGGGGGG

Syarulll!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO JOGGING WITH ME RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Haha. ok, stop. Anyways, like finally, fatball had a short talk with me. well, enough of updating on each other’s life. I’ve been waiting for ages to share with her my stories. BUT, SHE’S SO BLOODY BUSY LAHHH! I hate that ok. tsk, so busy until got no time to spend with me. sighssssss. Oh, fatball, if you’re reading this, YOU BETTER BLOODY TAKE ONE DAY OFF AND SPEND THE WHOLE DAY AT HOME AND TALK TO ME. haha.

Anyways, idzwan make me blog this. And declare to the whole world about my latest word.

So, world, I would like to solemnly declare that;

I LOVE THE WORD CHEEBYEEE.

Haha. yes, I love it among all the swear words. it is soooo my latest word. Cheebye is like the queen bitch among all swear words. Haha. With much sadness to say, macho was the victim for it. Yesterday, I did closing with him. And I said countless time to him, cheebye. Hahahaha. Oh, like duh, he’s bloody irritated with it. haha

Ok, da.

p.s. I know the whole world has been bugging me to plan an outing at ecp. I KNOW. Just that, I cant seems to find a perfect date where EVERYONE IS FREEEE. See, I hate busy people.

p.p.s and, guess what, the www’s are having cravingssss. Haha. syarul with her putu piring, fatball with her watermelon, and me, COKE FLOAT. SINCE FOREVERRRRRRR.

p.p.p.s. as you can see, fatball said in her blog that my coke float can do at home punye kes. So mcm tak important gitu ah. KAU GI BUATKAN AKU AHHHH. Bobal byk jek tau. Hahaha.

Bye bitchessss.

msn dp

2009-06-26T11:35:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION:

DO NOT CHAT WITH SYRUL WHENEVER YOU SEE GUINEA PIG AS HER DP.

It could killllllllllllllllllll.
HAHA.

I mean it, it will kill you. Therefore, to avoid such harms, please do head my advice. Just follow this few simple steps ok.

Syrul went online
You saw her dp
OFFLINE STRAIGHT AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY

Haha. I mean it. those ‘innocent-looking’ guinea pigs will hurt your eyes even though you don’t realise it. and above all, it could dampens your mood and causes depression!! Yup, that’s what apparently happened to me. so much that the depression got worst and I went hysteria. I was screaming and shouting at syrul. To change her dp. Hahahha.

AND, EVEN THOUGH SHE READ MY PM AND BLOODY COMMENTED ON IT. SHE STILL IRRITATE MEEEEE. So much that I have to go to the extend and wrote my pm as:
“irritate me further and I'LL KILL YOU(esp syrolll)”

BUT, SHE BLOODY CONTINUE IRRITATING ME AGAINNNNN!!!!!!!! RAWRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

ok, here’s the thing, even she change her dp, it’s something that STILL irritates me.

WORST STILL, SHE’S NOT ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

MAS WAS TOGETHER WITH HERRRRRRRRRRRR. ROARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Ok, bye, im so gonna kill both of you. seriously.

bad habits, home alone

2009-06-25T19:56:00.001+08:00

Omg, I really need to kick off my bad habit. You guys should know me well enough to know what my bad habit is. And that is, holding my pee. Yeah, disgusting I know. But, I just can’t bloody help it larh. The more it is bloating in my tummy, the more I have the urge to hold it.

Ok, I know, it’s not good for my health, I might get kidney stone, bla.. bla… bla…

I know the whole world never fail to make me stop this bad habit and they will then start preaching about the bad effects and stuffs like that.
Here’s the thing, IM BLOODY FULLY AND CLEARLY AWARE OF THE CONSEQUENCES. But still, I cant stopppppppppp myselffffff.

And so, the whole journey back home, I was rubbing my tummy more that 3 million times. It hurts like bloody hell. I mean, it’s something stupid I know, BUT I CANT STOP MYSELF FROM THIS BAD HABITTTT!! OMGSSSSS.

I think I need help.

Oh, ya, btw, im so gonna kill sinah the moment I saw her in school. She skipped school due to flu. Ok, that’s not the reason I wanna kill her. I WANT TO KILL HER BECAUSE SHE BLOODY MAKE ME LOOK LIKE ONE LONELY FOOL WALKING ALONEEEEEEE BACK HOME. Pantat nye kambing betol.

Ok, i know, what’s the big deal gitu kan. Going to school and going back home alone, not much difference right. BUT GOT DIFFERENCE OK!

Just imagine, when you go to school, you are half-awake, in need of sometime before you could fully wake up. And the last thing you need is someone forcing you to open your eyes and talk to them.
And after school is so different larh! its like where you are fully awake with 100% energy in your entire body. You just need someone to burst out that energy bubbles with you. am I right?

My god, I don’t know why am I blogging about this. Random nyeee.

Anyways, this paragraph gonna be in malay since I don’t know how to translate it. just now, while solating zuhur, the moment I finish sujud, and about to stand up again, my lungs just simply compressed and omg, susah siak nak breathe. Andddd, it hurts like hell. THE WORST THING IS THAT, IM ALONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALONEEE. Like omg.

Haha. ok, da, enough exaggeration.

p.s I AM STILL CRAVING FOR THAT COKE FLOAT. OK. SEARCH FOR ME.
Nights bitches.

tj surprise party

2009-06-24T19:30:00.004+08:00

My good, this is such a long ago post. Haha. it supposed to be updated like a week ago. But somehow, I was just plain lazy. So, that explains the delay.

Soooo, ya. Apparently, we celebrated fatball’s birthday surprise on her birthday itself. She’s supposed to meet reshi and spend their time and stuffs like that.

BUTTTTTTT. WAKAKAKA. With me around, it’s not that easy bitch. Haha. so, I came up with ridiculers ideas that is, we will all blindfold and handcuff her, then sabo her with gross-y stuffs. Wakaka. Like what arif said, org sial kasi idea sial. Haha. eh, but im not that mean ok. and, as a gift for her, we print out all her cacat-cacat pictures and paste it all a book. Like e.g. her hungry face, we will put a description saying we’ll still find her thin even when she could eat a whole dinosaur. Haha. Something like that ahh.

And so, on the day itself, I bought the cake after school. And I swear it’s like so hard to choose between polars and prima deli. As usual, I wanted to give syroll a call, but she has got an attachment interview. So, with having no choice left, and to my horror, I desperately give arif a call. Like duh, he’s not much of a help. haha. luckily sinah was there sia.

Meet arif at yck and then he was like complaining about how much he need to shit and stuff like that. Trust me, you won’t want me to write it all down here cos I swear its bloody disgusting. Oh! ya, there’s this one part where I was like busy counting whether I have enough money to buy the sabo stuffs. Arif just come up with nonsensical comments larh.

Me: *calculating*
Arif: ape kate, kite tak payah sabo dier, save duit
Me: -__-
Arif: kite, REMBAT DIER. Wakakaka
Me: -__________________-

So, ya, as u can see, he is the pain in the ass. Haha. throughout the whole ride to my house, he’s complaining about shitting. I was like, hello, dengar-dengar, rumah aku takde toilet ape. Haha. and what he reply simply go LOL. Oh, he replied, mcm tak senonoh gitu eh. Gi rumah ko teros berak. Hahahahahahha. Ok, da. Haha

Anyways, reached home, and went to ntuc to buy the stuffs. Bought milk and flour. And I was like pending whether to buy butter as well or not. Arif, as nonsensical ever, said, last2 org ingat kite nak buat cake sak. Hahaha. Which sound so true larh. haha.

Ok, the moment we got home, we straightaway start doing the sabo thingy thing. And it got me irritated seeing the sabo thingy is not gross-y enough. and without much thought I start pouring curry powder, turmeric powder, milo, syrups and many more ah. wakaka. Otw to meet mat and fir, I was irritated with the colour of the sabo thing. It just look so nice ah. almost similar to lemak cili padi nye colour gitu. But, I swear, it smells. Moving on, I was complaining about the colour, arif said, tau tadi aku berak pat sink eh. Abeh ko letak pat dalam. Teros sabo tija. Wakaka. Syroll is already like totally eww-ing ah. haha.

Omg, the post is so longgg. Haha. so, ya, meet up and stuff. And we are all at our own hiding place already. And just in time, reshi gave me a call saying he’ll be like 1 hour late. Kauuuuuuuuu. Mcm nak bunoh jek sak. Hahah.

And we decided to sit around and more of fatball’s classmate came down. Given the fact that we got really totally bored, we decided toooooo, EATTTT. Hahaha. The noodles that supposed to be eaten during the ending of the day became the first event! Hahaa. Lapar ape.

The moment I received a missed call from reshi, we all dashed to the other side of the block and HIDE. Ok, we are like screaming eh! Got cab!!! Got cab!! And then silence, tau-tau salah org. hahaha. We are like laughing our ass out already and another cab came. Sume senyap. Hahaha.

Matilda, syroll and me attacked tija from behind. Blindfold and handcuff her all at one go. And the next year, I need to cover her mouth also. irritating sak, screaming here and there. Haha. then sabo-ed her. Haha. we drag her to sit in front of the cake. Oh, we open the blindfold only. Hahaha. Everyone is like practically on their be-aware-of-tijah mode. Who knows she might just hug you out of the blue.

And the moment fatball’s hands are free; she started to run around like one hungry monster that looks at everyone thinking they are her food. And first up, she chased me. like hello, kan. It’s so obvious larh, she cant catchup with a fast runner like me. haha.

Anyways, im suddenly not in the mood to blog. Haha.
So, ya, run here and there. Took pictures. eat. And off we went home.

To syaroll: get urself a bloody facebook larh! haha. so I can tag u all the pics. Haha.

Ok, being such a nice mean bitch, I decided to upload some of the pictures especially to those who got no facebook (syarul). Wakaka. Say thank you now! hahaha.

MY YELLOW FATBALLL:
wakakaka

THE SABO STUFFS:

i just find this photo is like the most scariest among all the photos. haha

lastly, presenting the 3Ws:

p.s. IM CRAVING FOR COKE FLOATTT. WHERE TO FINDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

p.p.s Oh, ya, I did something to my hair. I cut my fringe and shorten the length. And my mum FORCED me to re-perm it again. Now, when can I comb my hair??

p.p.p.s my god, tell me, how stupid am i. just when I was about to find out who the fuck ‘pass’ is, I go and delete the person’s msg. omg, tell me, how stupid is that!!! so, ‘pass’, do tag me again ok. haha.

ok, this is too long, the post i mean. haha. ok, bye!

dead

2009-06-18T14:59:00.002+08:00

I feel like dying. I’ve got stomach cramps plus sudden headache attack and out of all things, my lungs just stop breathing. Like fuck.

And which apparently, causes me to lose my mood like drastically.

AND ALL THANKS TO THAT HEADACHE, I LOST MY BALANCE IN THE TRAIN WHICH APPERANTLY CAUSES ME TO FALL DOWN. CCB. Buat malu jek.

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Ok, da, enough of me whining.
Now, what I want to say is that, I LOVE YOU MY BIG GIANT SISTER.(mas duh)
No matter what you do, what action you take or anything.
I will still love you no matter what ok darling.

I will be there for you,

supporting you,

embracing you,

wiping your tears,

stay by your side

and never let you be alone.

I love you.

If I were to lose my legs,

would you carry me around

and be my leg?

cant smile without you

2009-06-16T14:09:00.002+08:00

A song specially dedicated to Nur Mastura Bte Alias, my big giant sister. Haha.

Ok, basically, no matter what problem you are facing, just remember, I’m here for you. no matter in what kinda form. As in, face to face or what larh. And, remember not to make rash decision ok darl cos, of course, nothing good with come out of it.

Sooo, ya…

Alah, basically, I JUST LOVE YOU:D

*a big, bigger, biggest hug*

fatball, 19th

2009-06-16T09:06:00.004+08:00

And, so, my big fatball is finally 19th.

It seems like she really grow that fast for the past years.
I still remember, how beautiful she is ages ago. Haha. and now,
MAK KAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
Haaha. Ok, da
I wished her yesterday with much violence and purposely make her irritated. Nak revenge ah on how violent she is during those years, where im so small compared to her. Haha.

Ok, lets see the pics on how she grow. Haha.

BEFORE:

WHAT HAPPENED DURING THE PAST YEARS:

NOW:

FUHHH. HAHAHHA.

Ok kak, aku tau ko tgh maki aku. WAKAKAKA.

Ok, I love you no worries about that. haha. no matter how big, small, fat, thin, pretty, ugly.

I LOVE YOU FATBALLS!!

quit school

2009-06-14T16:58:00.002+08:00

Im tired, tired of bugging my whole family members that I want to quit school. Yeah, I just cant help it sia. it’s like learning something that you NEVER wanted to learn. And my mum never fails to convince me how many months left only and so on and so forth.

And as usual, I also never fail to convince my mum that quitting school is a good option for me. and she know me best, knowing the fact that if I got no interest totally equals to flung all the test. I mean, it’s just not me. TOTALLY NOT ME LEARNING IT. Just imagine, a girl with art/ music/ a-maths/ geography and many other weird subject background, BUT NOT IT.

Sighs. I really don’t know why I came to school. Like seriously, minus the fact that I was forced to larh. I need motivation. Like seriously.

And, isn’t it scary seeing the fact that you know it’s gonna end and you pretended like don’t?

I seriously need a break. A short gate-away.

reading ur mind

2009-06-12T23:05:00.001+08:00

Omg, just imagine living a world where everyone is lying. Omg.

Ok, Idk what’s that for btw. Haha

Ok, what I want now is a superpower that can read peoples’ mind. Like the x-men guy. The professor don’t know what. Its just so great to have that power isn’t it? like they don’t need to tell you what they are feeling and all those stuffs. And even when they are hiding, you just know the truth. Yeah.

Seriously, my brain is all jam-packed. I don’t know what to do, what to say, what to think. And many more! Have you guys gone thru such state? Oh, please say yes. Then, give me some comfort!!!!!!!!

*faints*

p.s. just, what is on your mind right now sia?

p.p.s can someone ask me out to science centre pleaseee?? I wanna see the da vinci art exhabitionnnn.. pleaseee.. I promise, I will be a good girl.. *innocent look*

movie date

2009-06-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

OMG! LIKE FINALLY, SOMEONE ASK ME OUT ON A MOVIE DATEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

YESHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

WAKAKAKA~

OK, BYE

the last day

2009-06-08T20:05:00.001+08:00

I didn’t expect myself to be saying such things to you. But I just cant help it.

You kept on saying that we would spent time the WHOLE day. First you cant on the first day; I was pissed but still went to meet you. then, you cant on the second. I kept my cool.
But

What about now? THE VERY LAST DAY.

I kept on hoping and hoping that we would be spending time on the last. Yet. No, we don’t. So much of giving me promises, so much of giving me hope. Now, what’s left? Me, being hurt.

Hah. Thanks a lot.

starbucks broom

2009-06-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

Oh my. Someone!!!!!!!!!
Shoot me! Please!!!
My goodness. Can you imagine, dreaming about something that is like got TOTALLY nothing got to do with your life?
Ok, not really, but! Like out of all things!! OUT OF ALL THINGSSSSSSSSSSSSS

MY GOD

I even woke up in horror ok. haha. It’s just pure craziness larh.

I think I’ve been working too hard? Ok, not really. More like doing outside closing too much?
But still!!!!!!!!
OMFG.

Ok, I dream of:
…..

…..

Starbucks broom. BROOM. BROOOOOOOOM.
Out of all bloody things! The broom!! The half look-alike piece of broom!!!!!!!!

Ok, wait, let me google the pic(sanggop pulak aku). Ok, too bad. *think back, sape sak nak amek gambar broom* haha

Apparently, I dreamt that I was at i-don’t-know-where with i-don’t-know-who. And I saw that broom which got me totally amazed so much that I didn’t even touched my food. Like, OMG.
Ok, shoot me! nowwwwwwww!
And dead.
Haha. ok, whatever.

p.s my tagboard is floodeddddddddddd. Datang nak tag, satu dunia tag, bile takde yang nak tag, sebatang haram nye word pon tak klua. Haha

p.p.s I got a bloody movie ticket and to my horror, I don’t know what to do with it. AND, I DON’T WANT TO GIVE IT TO ANYONE. So, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee. Do ask me out on a movie date. *innocent look*

oh, btw, if you guys are super free and don’t know what to do. Please do call up this number: 92386576. This person is bloody irritating and coward. So, feel free to vent your boredom/anger or anything else on him or her ok.

night sweets.

toilet cleaner

2009-05-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

Guess what?

I’m almost dead today.

Yes! I can’t bloody breathe. All I could breathe is chemical which apparently, causes me to cough all the way.

Ok, this is what happened.

I was supposed to clean the toilet (its part of my daily housework) and my mum to use this solution which I see got no effect on the stains. It’s like, after scrubbing and scrubbing, still the same. Seriously, it got me irritated.
And apparently, my dad brought home this chemical solution which is very, very strong.

There’s kinda an argument between me and mumsy on what solution to use. But, I still use the one that my dad brought home ah. stubborn mahh. Hahha

So, I start splashing happily the whole toilet with the chemical. And the moment I start to scrub, the smell of it is too strong. But, I stay put ah, nak act kuat ape. Haha. and continue to scrub. Then next thing I know is that, I’m coughing so badly and my whole lung just compressed unable to catch any air.

So, ya, I run out of the toilet, coughing still. My mum just stares at me. hahah. Kentot betol. At that of time, I was ashamed of my self. tu larh, nak act pandai sangat ape. Hahah. Basically, I regret ah. haha.

Ok, after that, continue washing the toilet. Tak serik- serik eh. Hahha.

Oh, btw, I think right, im getting dumber as the day goes by.
And if, I sounded really stupid, do pardon me ok. Haha

p.s you guys must watch britain’s got talent on youtube! Omg! Im so addicted to it!
p.p.s I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR!!! ANYONE????

bf

2009-05-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

my goodness, i just hate her.

HATE GILE.
irritating nak mampos sak.

orlando bloom

2009-05-28T14:56:00.002+08:00

this is what i did during networking lesson:

OMG. HE SO BLOODY HOT!!!!!!!

and lastly, i miss this baby of mine.

BABY SYIMIRRRRRRRR!!!

ok, i think its time to pay attention.

haha.

bye! will have a proper update soooon!

mr.hadi wedding, heart attack at work

2009-05-27T17:32:00.002+08:00

Yo bitches. Ok, I really don’t know what to blog about. Ok, let’s start from last weekend.
OMG. I JUST RECEIVED A CALL FROM MY FRIEND. ABOUT VENTURE ERA! Haha. that cannot make it nye company. anyways, if u were to join venture era, I can bet that it wont last long. CONFIRM PUNYE. Hahah

Ok, back to the topic.

Friday:
Work closing. I can die sia working with macho and angela. Ok, basically, they know my weak point. i was like so focused that they came to me shouting like the whole JJ store belong to their dad’s. ok, the thing is that, they enjoyed doing that. haha. and, if I die of heart attack at work, you should know who to find. Hahaa.

Sat morning, received a call from abg complaining about last night closing. And I swear, I was bloody shocked gile. I mean like after 5 months doing closing, FINALLY, SOMEONE COMPLAINED!!! Ok, not being proud or what larh. Just like, you know, trying to make you visualize how I freaked out. haha. so, after that went to work. Was dead tired. Nothing much ah on that day. Eh, no, got! Haha. I managed to force wan stay till my break. Wakaka. Ok, so chatted with him. yeah, that’s all. got home and chatted on the phone with wan till 5-6 there. Anyways, wan did a quiz with me and stuff.

Wan: there’ a pool of water. What is it? eg. Reservoir
Me: oh,ok, reservoir eh. Bedok reservoir ah.
Wan: NOO!! As in example larh. blur cock larh u
Me: hahahahha. Eh? Haha. okok. Waterfall
Answers revealed:
Wan: that water thingy is actually ur sexual desire. Since ur’s is waterfall. It means rapid
Me: WTF. SIAK AH. RAPID???????????

Hahah. Yes, I was shocked gile babi. Ade larh aku pikir romantic ke ape ke. Hahaha. Anyways, don’t take it for real ah. it’s just a quiz ape.

So, the next day, went to mr.hadi wedding. 24 may. Meet up with all at tamp interchange. I was late. NOT! WAKAKA. Hanisah was the one that’s late ah. mcm nak pengsan sak tunggu dier. Imagine standing there for 1 bloody hour and worst still. HUNGRY. I feel like killing her sia the moment I saw her. Haha. so, took picture with hadi and his wife. And trust me, he looked so bloody different sia! TOTALLY. Way, way more handsome than those days he taught us maths. ok, then we ate. We are served!!!!! It’s not the self-service kinda wedding btw. All the foods are served! Best kepe. I loike! Haha. and, one plate of rice is shared between me, ain & her bf and her bf’s adik and hanisah’s bf also. so, total 5 people per plate. Then ask for more rice. Another plate arrived, hanisah took her share which doesn’t make a difference ah. and the whole plate is divided between alif and nazirul. Mak kauuu. Nie jantan makan mcm telan sak. And still, they are not full. Haha. dasyat siak.

Then explore tamp 1 with alif since we are the only ones that’s free. Then head down to tamp mall and help him in the search of shampoo and biscuits. He’s such a typical boy who doesn’t know how to search for stuffs. Hahha. then off to home sweet home.

Ok, nothing more to update about. And, that’s a bloody long post. Haha.

p.s mon was great((: <33
p.p.s I think, I can only work once a week cos only either one day im hyper. Haha

OH, MY SCHOOL HOLIDAY IN 2 DAY’S TIME!!!! *DANCING*

Oh, ya, yest went home with arif. And I feel like killing him. first, I waited for him for ages. Second, he told me to keep quiet. Lastly, HE REGRETS GOING HOME WITH ME. BABI BETOLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye asses.

kak zura engagement

2009-05-20T15:03:00.003+08:00

the girl side:

from the guy side:

Ok, it’s been donkey years ever since I told you guys that I’ll update about kak zura’s engagement.

And, now, I am, finally, updating about kak zura’s wedding.

So basically, I did closing the day before that event. Like duh, naturally, I’ll look like zombie in that pantsuit. Oh, ya, most of the pics, I’m not photogenic for that day only. Idk why.

Went to the engagement with mummy and fatball. Me and fatball was kinda lost cos there isn’t anybody that we know. Even if we do, it’s kinda weird to talk to them. Since we are all grown up and hardly meet each other and stuffs. Soooo, yeah. We are totally lost. So basically, all we did was eat, talk, and sleep. Yes, I fall asleep while watching the ombak(or something else) (I forgot larh) movie.

So, the guy side came, and fatball and me was dazzled by their gifts. Like, omg siakk. So nice, so tempting, so attractive and many, many more ah.

Ok, that’s all ah. honestly, im not giving ,my 100% on blogging cos im watching bridge to terabithia on youtube. Hahaha.

Oh, btw, tom got UT for networking. Omggggggg.

Hah-Lee-Muah says:
hahahha
whatever
haha
aku bsk ut
omg
Ariƒ says:
lol
braper bnyk UT sak?
Hah-Lee-Muah says:
pasal networking
omg
omg omg
aku blaja
subnet is a bitch
networking is a mother of all the bitch
hahaha
Ariƒ says:
and u r the god of bytches
Hah-Lee-Muah says:
hahahahha
babis

NOT HELPING SAK ARIF!! HAHA.

p.s oh, yea, yesterday I went home with sinah. And she just suddenly say,’ ko try imagine eh ko ade konek.’ I was like wtf sak sinah! Basically, aku tgh shocked gile babi to the max ah *with that hand expression*. Hahaha. So many things are hidden under sinah’s tudung, waiting to be revealed. Haha.

ok, da, need to study. Hahaha. Yeah, right. Bye!

BFF

2009-05-19T21:45:00.001+08:00

Omg. I just realised that I don’t have much BFFs these days. Well, just imagine, I used to have many, many cliques of BFF wherever I go. Like, with xy & saki and the list goes on. But, ever since I start to develop another form of BFF, which is bitchy friends forever, the list just decreased. Really. Is it me being bitchy, or the world?

Hmmm. Ok, I guess, I’ll blame the bitches in the world. not me. haha.

friday night

2009-05-17T16:00:00.003+08:00

OMG. I SO HATE IT WHEN FATBALL USE MY LAPTOP. Almost EVERYTHING she changed it to her preference. Oh, wells.

Anyways, moving on, yesterday went badminton with syroll. Omg, like after donkey years, we FINALLY play badminton!!! Hahaha.

So, meet up at the normal place and time. and yes, after only a handful of rounds, we are like bloody perspiring sia! and trust me, all I did was just moving my hand and hop around. AND I BLOODY PERSPIRE LIKE AS IF I RUN 10 ROUNDS IN THE STADIUM LARH.

So played till lights out and went up and chilled at my house. the usual. And guess what? We ate cakes!! BLOODY 2 CAKES. It’s like we are gaining weight instead of losing weight larh. And so, what’s the point man to go badminton. Haha. ok, but no doubt, I had lots of fun badminton-ing with syroll.

Anyways, syroll was a pain in the ass yesterday. I was like talking to her and she TOTALLY ignored me and continues munching that muffin. Irritating sak!!!
Another thing, she’s totally deaf on that day. Really.
I was like say donggak, and she heard ronggak. Mak kauuuu… mcm nak bunoh jek. Haha

OH YES! THIS ONE MUST WRITE:

Syroll: I didn’t wear anything attractive on that day sia! simple gile. I was wearing blue shirt and red polo. That’s all!
Me: so, what exactly are you wearing?

Right? What exactly are you wearing syroll???? Haha.

Anddd!!! I hate this. Throughout the day I’m with her, she never once stop talking about upin&ipin.

Read this syroll and mas: THEY ARE NOT CUTE. PAHAM. Aku bunoh korg satu2 baru tau. Hahaha
Irritating sak. Everything that I said, they will MUST fight back. And the common word: THEY ARE SO CUTEEE!! Not. Ok.

So, I wanna talk about Friday night. Bloody bitch. Just because I show you my fucked up attitude, it doesn’t mean that you can show me yours ok. And bloody hell. Don’t think im blind to see you giving eye contact to that pathetic friend of yours. Get this, he cant do anything much to me. motherfucker. Omg, typical wannabe brainless bitch.

Ok, da. That’s all for today! bye pantats!

p.s Idk why, I have been receiving lots of wedding invitation lately. Omgs.

‘I don’t understand you’
‘I don’t understand myself too’ I replied.

2009-05-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

one word:

LAZYYYYYY!!!

ok, da bye assholes.

dumb blonde at work

2009-05-10T20:29:00.001+08:00

Omg! I think, im gonna be the next upcoming wanted murderer. Haha. for throwing two people down a high building due to depression about my reputation. Hahaha. From only zaf being the pain in the ass, now, that kentot also join in the asshole group. Haha. ok, whatever it is, not believe it ok. Haha. I was just trying to prove the point that im not a lesbian ah. that’s why I sounded like totally in need of konek. Hahah. But, whatever it is, believe in me ok! Hahaha.

Ok, its been donkey years since I last blog about work. So, yeah, yest I did closing with yan and zam as the MOD. As usual, some of the partners came down as stuffs. Andddd! I SWEAR I FEEL SUPER DUMB BLONDE GILE BABI SIAKS.

Dumb blonde scene 1
Pitz: halimah, help me get a hotshortcup. (its super fast the way she say it! no pause at all)
Me: (going to bar area)(still registering what pitz asked for)
Me: nah! (pass him a shot glass)

A BLOODY SHOT GLASS!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!! I never feel this dumb before!! And pitz was like giving me the look that he controlling her anger before he kills me. some sort like that ah.

So, the blonde story didn’t end there.

THERE’S FREAKING PART 2 TO IT LARH!!

At around 10 like that, macho told me to do a iced chai tea latte for him. I was like, ok, later.
Then continuous slam just happened. And I totally eliminate macho’s drink off my mind. Plus, I was the only one doing all the drinks ok. So, more reasons for forgetting.
After 1-2 hours like that, no slam. so I went to backroom and reply to all the msgs. (btw, outside is all the people ah, macho, wan and all)

Macho: halimah, nanti iced chai tea latte aku dari india datang, call aku ok.
Me: *blur* ah?
Macho: kauuuu!!! NANTI, ICED CHAI TEA LATTE AKU DARI INDIA DATANG, CALL AKU. PAHAM.
Me: oh, okok
Macho: ah, ape aku ckp?
Me: nanti iced chai tea latte ko dtg, aku call kau ok
Macho: *member da binget* AIR AKU MANE???
Me: ah? OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! SORRY!! LUPE!! HAHAH

Like omg. Part tu, I feel super bodoh. Hahah. Very blonde gile. Hahaha.

Ok, da, today faizal jr wedding. And fatball and me was like super late. The time we arrive is the time, everyone wanted to go off. haha. but, yeah, watched zai and wan karaoked. Nice gile. They make me proud of JJ<3

Ok, da, sleepyyyyyyyyyy!!

p.s I bloody thought on mon not schooling sia!!!
p.p.s jogging with syroll is like more of a chilled out session than a jogging session.

ok, nights byches.

yang lebih kau cinta

2009-05-08T10:13:00.001+08:00

Kucuba untuk jadi yang terbaik
Namun ada dia yang lebih kau cinta
Yang lebih kau cinta

Namun ku akan terus berusaha
Untuk memenangi walaupun ku tahu
Kecewa jua akhirnya

( korus )
Mengapa tak dapat aku memadamkan
Kenangan manis bersamamu
Bahagia yang aku harap-harapkan

Tak ingin aku rasa dipertandingkan
Sehingga diri diperbandingkan
Untuk selamanya

Ketika cinta ini masih lagi bertakhta
Selagi jiwa ini masih jua ingin dipuja
Katakanlah padaku di mana kekurangannya
Untuk kita bahagia berdua saja

( ulang dari korus )

Bisakah aku jadi yang terbaik
Kerna ada dia yang lebih kau cinta
Yang lebih kau cinta

about zaf's blog

2009-05-06T13:42:00.001+08:00

Oops, I did it again. hahaha

So, updates about zaf’s blog. She’s behaving like one irritating moron that will upload whatever nonsensical convo I had with her on her blog. Irritating gile babi to the max sak. *with that hand expression* haha. but seriously, I feeling like throwing her down a high-storey building sak. Mcm suke gitu sak jatoh kan reputation aku. Haha.

Anyways! DON’T BELIEVE WHATEVER IS STATED THERE OK! Haha.
Im not sick and tired of guys larh. Hahaha. And that konek part is not true ok. I was just trying to make it sound more real larh. But, NOT TRUE OK. And yes, I am now currently close to sinah since we are both like loners. Hahaha. NOT TOTAL LONERS. Duh, as in, we don’t really have a bestfriend or whatsoever ah. and not that I love her or whatsoever eh, just that I love her body. Wakaka. Ok, serious, we can easily spend time together ah given the fact that her class is just beside mine (what a bad luck) haha.

Eh, whatever it is, don’t believe ok. Hiyaa, if you guys know me well enough, if one person talk cock with me, I’ll entertain that person larh. I mean, kene layan ape. Tak layan mcm tak sah gitu ah. that’s why im like you know, having such conversation with zaf. But whatever it is, ZAF IS ONE ASSHOLE FOR UPLOADING SUCH THING. Babiks. Hahah

Oh, ya, yesterday is so fun. NOT. Haha. my team only left with 3 people cos hakim and shahid cabot. So, yeah, sinah helped out with my codes and stuffs since mine was TOTALLY empty. Haha. mcm terharu lak ade anak murid mcm dier. Whatever. Haha. so, moving on, during other team’s presentation, zaffan and me was like talking and stuffs. We are like talking about each others first impression and so on. And guess what? HE DON’T FIND ME BIMBOTIC. HAHAHA.
Andddddddddd

He say im a innocent girl with a dirty mind. Ok, ignore the dirty mind. READ THAT INNOCENT PART. HAHAHAAH.

Innocent beb. Hahahahahahahaha.

I love this boy man. Hahahah

But for that dirty part, he says, ‘everyone has a dirty mind. Just that you are more open to it’
Hahahahahhaha. Yes, yes, hahahah

Ok, da. Hahah. Shall update later about kak zura’s engagement okies.. bye pantats :D

FAHRIN

2009-04-27T17:07:00.004+08:00

I’ve got a new boyfriend! Guess who. Hahaha.

Ok, obvious. IT’S FAHRIN AHMADD!!!!!!!!! *screams*

I know, it is pretty much random. But, heck.

Anyways, our love started when I was walking out of the kitchen and my mum was watching datin diaries. Andddddd, at that point of time, the camera just simply zoom to fahrin ahmad’s face. Goodness, the moment I set my eyes on him, the whole world seems to be banished from my view. And, I could only see him. HIM.

I was mesmerized by him, his lips especially. The moment he smiled right in front of my eyes, my heart just melts. His lip is like some kinda magnetic pull that attracts me to just kiss him. really.

And, that moment, I realise I was slowly moving from my kitchen door to right in front of the TV set. Well, my feelings for him feel so real. That I started to send random msgs.

Out of 4, 3 people tell me to dream on. Babi. Cant I simply day-dream for a while and you guys just layan?

And, out of 2, 1 people ask me who is fahrin ahmad. (-__-)

Tak gune betol ah korg! Hahah.

Eh, im supposed to do rj now. ok, bye people.

ILOVEFAHRINAHMAD.
Muah!

-.-

2009-04-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

At times, you are just pure lost on what to do next. So much that you kept pondering why on earth did I land into such a situation? If I do this, that person will get angry, and if I do the opposite, another one will be pissed. Why is life so difficult?

Bloody-ass-punye-pantat.

Oh, btw, I think I TOTALLY suck at consoling people. when that person is angry, I’ll make them angrier than before. And when they are sad, I'll make them feel worst. Why sia?? its like some kinda natural reaction gitu. Omg. I think, I need help!

Ok, da.

p.s JAVA:/ * (cool group + power faci) = purrrrfect TGIF.

Happy weekends(:

SINAH BDAE POST

2009-04-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

Today marks Sinah’s 19th birthday. I msg her early in the morning after morning prayer. Mcm dapat hidayah gitu ah konon nye. Haha. truthfully, I thot it’s tom and not today. thanks to that calendar on my phone. But, whatever it is, I still wish her. Not only thru phone but also her tagboard. So, I don’t see the need to dedicate this special post for her, right? Hahahahaha

Ok larh, I’m not that mean. Haha

So kentot, since it’s ur 19th birthday, I shall wish you a very good year ahead all those common birthday lines. Blaa, bla, bla.

But, mine is different! Haha.*ahem2 dengar sini cikgu bobal* I hope that you will absorb all the knowledge that I gave and apply it for future use ok. Make sure you don’t disgrace me in front of ur partner. Hahaha. If you do, don’t say im your teacher. (cos I’m way better than you)duh, if he’s not convinced, tell him to try me out. HAHA.

Ok, basically, I know that you enjoy my lessons very well. Eventhough there’s no perfect timetable for it. cos we can ‘study’ anytime, anywhere, anyhow. Never once we’ll find that particular module boring, right? Hahaha.

So, anyways, hope you enjoyed your day today. :D

Oh, btw! Eventhough Sinah is going 19. But she has yet to be able to pronounce such a simple word! Hahaha

Me: kau tau, shahid kenal ah qi sak!
Sinah: series??!! (when she meant serious)

Another one;
Erm, ok, I forgot how the convo goes like.
But she said tau takpe. Wait, more of, tau takpurrrrrrr.. with that stretched ‘r’ hahaha.

Ok, da, happy birthday kentot! Hahaha.

p.s. my classmates are so cool. But not the faci nor the module.

p.p.s if u guys don’t know what the module that sinah learn from me, that’s mean you guys are just too pure. Hahaha. I’ll need to dirty it abit. Hahaha

KAMPONG BUANGKOK

2009-04-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

So, lets talk about my trip to kampong buangkok with syroll and tja.
As you guys know, kampong buangkok was the last kampong in Singapore. And syroll is super enthu in going there so much that she kept on bugging me to go with her. Well, obviously, I WAS DRAGGED THERE.

And so, we went taking the bus and stuffs. Syroll had already prepared 3 plastic bag just in case there’s gonna be a mud or something like that. and she even bought towels, slippers, and many more junks. I was like giving her this (-.-) look all the time. sesungguhnye, she behaves like as if we are gonna be stuck in the wild forest instead of kampong, which drive me to one point that is, we name ourselves the weirds(www)
Tja-the weird, me-the weirder. My case, is because, im normal but mixing around with them make me weird.
Syroll- the weirdest! Duh, so obvious sak. Hahaha.

Reaching there was just pure exploring. We are like walking around with syroll taking pictures of segala celah2 lobang pon dier amek. Which I see no point. Such as for example, gates lock. Like her house takde lock pagar gitu sak. Haha. and tja was just being sucha spoilt brat that goes around whining about how dirty the water is and stuffs.

And what did I do? I purely explore the lane and kept them updated if there’s houses there or not ah. ceyy.. mcm tour guide ah kononnye. Haha. but, there’s one part ah, I was super confidently strode off going through the lane leaving tja and syroll behind (they are so super lembab ah). suddenly, they are like screaming and shouting for me to come back cos got big stray dogs at the end of the corner.
IT GOT ME NAILED DOWN AND I WAS TOTALLY FREAKOUT AND START RUSHING TOWARDS THEM.

Mannn! I cant imagine sak if the huge dog came running with their tongue sticking out towards me. OMG. Boleh pengsan sak nak lari. Haha. confirm kecoh to the max(that hand expression)

Ok, not long after, done with all the stuffs. We went to the shell’s toilet. We are more of cleaning the toilet instead of cleaning our legs ah. ok, basically, I was the one complaining that I need the damn toilet, but, im the last one to enter the toilet. Mcm %$#@ sak. Hahah. So, when we are done, tja use the toilet. Syroll was like singing to don’t know what. Then I continued. And I just screamed, ‘syalul!’ Hahaha. Mangkok. I don’t know why im so pelat ah time tu. Hahaha. AND!! THIS PART! SYROLL WAS BEHAVING LIKE A NENEK KEBAYAN AH. she was playing around with this abandon mop outside the toilet and talking to tja in a total nenek2’s tone of voice. Hahaha.

So, reshi joined us not long after. We went for a light dinner at haig road banquet. Ok, people, try pronouncing fish soup now! hahaha. Its super hard if u try to pronounce it fast enough. so, yeah, we are like pronouncing slowly to get it right and stuffs.

And not long after, syroll join us after drying her shoes under the fan.

Reshi: try pronouncing fish soup
Syroll: *with much confident face* FISH SHOUPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

Hahahahha. Confident sak. With that selambe face of her! Omgggggggg. Damn hilarious.

Then head down to store for store meeting and last min work.
Ok, da long enough already. Hahaha
Nights bitches.

p.s WED, NO SCHOOL! GEREK PERRR. HAHAH
p.p.s I’m feeling super bitchy tonight. Now, who shall be my victim eh….

cherishing people and relationship

2009-04-20T19:32:00.001+08:00

A friend of mine just came up to me pouring all her problems saying that her friends did this and that to her. (Basically, I cant practically write her problems here, right?)
So, moving on, well, at the least, her friend did cherish her relationship and make an effort to prolong that friendship or so, which apparently, drive me to the next point that is about me. I do wish, I mean everyone also, people treasure you as well as the friendship that you guys have right. But, well, some cases, you are just stuck with circumstances so much that you got no choice but to end it.

Butttt!
Out of all the methods, why end it?
Oh, wells, I guess I came to the picture a little too late, that’s why I’ve got no say.

Ok, now, I need some laughing gas.

busy, busy

2009-04-14T21:28:00.001+08:00

oh boy, im super busy larh these days. dont ask me why. i also have no idea what's going on. like out of the blue siak. busy mcm nie. esp when at time that i wanted to rest my asshole at home. yet, i got to rush here and there. babis. haha

ok, so, today back from camp. the next few days will be,

wed: FOP
thurs: FOP then work till closing
fri: FOP
sat: rest
sun:work, closing

omgggggggggggggggggggggggggg. andddddddddddddddddddddddddd
school is startinggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!

now, cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ok, da. bye pantats

p.s. im so into the oreocheesecake that syarul bake for me!!!!!!

no updates

2009-04-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

All right, ignore the latest post ok people. It is nothing to be proud of since it leave no impact in my life. So, im not being super mean down here. Just that, I have to face it right, I know, he is super sweet to dedicate such a song to me. yes, which girl wont be touched right. but, *tap, tap* back to reality halimah. (btw, that tap-tap is so zaf. haha)

Its like 5 years. I freaking long years. So long right. no, its not about me unable to be patience enough to wait for him or whatsoever. But, if he is not the right man for me, I will be worthlessly waiting for him right?

And plus, if the right guy appear right in front of me, I cant be saying NO right? well, I am now, in a state of not waiting for anyone but the right man. Like what zaf published in her blog, aku da tak sabar nak khawin. Hahahaha.

Ok, da, I have been super busy the whole week, and now packing to go off for camp. Bye pantats.

he make me go awww

2009-04-08T23:47:00.003+08:00

says:
tgh dgr lagu

hahleemuah says:
lagu ape?

says:
japz eh

says:
izinkan ku mengingati saat indah bersamamu
semoga hilanglah kesepian
manis senyum terukir dibibir
hilang segala resah dn gelisah
dengarkanlah oh sygku
walaupon dunia kita jauh terpisah berbeza segalanya
engkau tetap di hatiku bersama cinta yg satu
cinta yg telah terpatri selamanya..............

says:
tahu lagu ni?

says:
for u(F)

now, everybody go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

haha.

one more timeeeeeeeeeee

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

ok, nights :D'

p.s it's a short post ok, awie! hahah

packed week

2009-04-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

All right, this is getting on my nerves. Letting my sis know about my laptop password, is seriously not a good thing as she’s practically modifying everything already. Irritating!

So, moving on, starting from tom, the whole upcoming week, I will be super-to-the-ass busy rabak gileeeeeeeeeee.

Mon:
Free

Tues:
Working 8- closing

Wed:
Afternoon, swimming till kulit berkedot.

Thurs:
Sheesha in the evening
Off to work for closing

Fri:
Afternoon, ~~going~~ being dragged to kampong with syaroll.
Then off to store for store meeting

Sat:
Start packing for camp

Sun:
2nd dry run at school
Then overnight at school till Tuesday.

Fuhlamakkkkkkk. For the first time, aku rase mcm mane nye hot, hot superstar gitu. Hahah.

So, anyways, my life has been pretty much boring. Nothing much to be updated on, except for working life, (which also seems pretty much boring also to me) so, that explain the little stuff so update about.

Oh! ya! Yesterday, I send random msges to people saying that im dying. Ok, mcm whatever ah gitu. But, yes! I am ok. The pain almost makes me crawl on the floor moaning for mercy. It feels like as if my stomach is tearing in half and all those blood oozing out at a fast pace leaving me stumbled, lost for words.

Cehh.. drama eh. Hahha. but the pain part, right, is true. It hurts like someone just shoot me with the gun like that. haha.

So, anyways, conclusion is that, nobody care. Hahaha. Really sia. arif can even reply me saying im pregnanat. Musibot nye jantan.

But! Me and syarul are like going thru the same thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahah. leo power sak. When im moodless, she is also. Now when im sick, she is also!!!!!!! hahahahahaah. She’s like my sidekick gitu eh. Haha.

Ok, da, bye people.

p.s eh, I want a bf to kill my boredom. Hahha

ZAF ASSHOLE

2009-04-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

Ok, people, I seriously need to clarify things with you all. and those who have yet to read zaf’s blog, DON’T EVER READ IT. BECAUSE, THIS CONCERN, MY LIFE AND DEAD SITUATION. No kidding. Its real.

And for those who read it, bare in mind, that’s not me. ok, no, as in, I mean my mind wasn’t in real function. It was at night what! So, yeah, I was a bit high at that moment. Not as in high on sex but more of high in talking crap ah. but, whatever it is. My dear readers please don’t take it real ok. Zaf was apparently trying to ruin my reputation and spoil my innocent girl image. Haha. so, yeah, gossips happen right. Haaha.

So, anyways, since im blogging already, I shall update all the stuffs. Events from the ‘talkshow’ created by:

Sinah- opera wind-freak
Zaf- ellen de-generous- NOT!
Halimah- tyra bankrupt

Hahaha. So, this 3 wannabes host are like talking about sizzling hot topic ranging from religion, marriage, celebs, and the list goes on. I was laughing so hard that hiccups have to happen right after every giggling session. Just tell me how not to laugh with sinah’s animal’s sound association and zaf in need of a speech therapy who apparently cant even pronounce such a simple word such as semester (she pronounce it as sam-ass-ter).

So, moving on, went for the 1 dry-run. I simply regret choosing the most boring game of all. both of us, zaf, just wanted something that is so easy so we can chilled all the way. but no!!! boredom happen instead. We have to move around, screaming and shouting for the team to arrive. And end up; we are the one that separate the beans like people that have got no live. Haha. there’s one particular part that me and zaf singing which is more of screaming ah to this one dangdut song that out of the blue, one team came. Kau! Malu sak! Hahaha.

So, went off to work and saw this one super hot, hot guy at the interchange. So much that both of us, zaf, got so distracted that zaf actually almost hit this one makcik right infront of her face. Hahah. Ah, tu larh, nak cuci mate pon tak agak2. Haha.

Went to work. And there’s earth day. Lights out, candles light up. Pure romance sak. More of mcm candle light dinner than that save-the-earth kinda feeling gitu. But who cares. I know I had lots of fun playing around with that glow in the dark stick ah.

OH! AND BASIC FOOD HYGINE COURSE IS SO DAMN BORING, really. the whole JJ-ians was like yawning till their mouth almost tear in half and seeing their whole body almost slouch till the ground. No, I’m not exaggerating. But, just imagine the boredom larh. I was already half dead and the person still can give like one whole life story about himself.

I was already half asleep, then suddenly, this girl just come up to me, saying some guy want to get my no. siak ah, terbeliak sak mate aku. And trust me, since then, my eyes are fully awake already. Haha.

And, today went to bugis to acc syaroll and wawa buying their stuffs. Bought 9 chewy junior and we are like passing it around. And even that one big 1.5 litter of H2O drink are also too much. We are damn blotted. And searching for syarul’s slipper is like searching for her future bf larh. 2 hours sak! Haha. and like finally from flea market to new shopping centre to bugis junction. Naseb baik ko happy dapat slipper tu. Kalo tak, aku sepak pantat ko sak. Waste aku nye 2 hours jek. Hahaha.

p.s seriously, aku da malas nak layan. Tak kuase gitu
p.s.s. NAK GI SWIMMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
p.s.s.s I want cut my hairrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! Cos got split endssssssssss.

when boredom strikes:

yes im blogging/ not

2009-03-31T17:35:00.002+08:00

ok, readers. its time for me to update. theres lots of events to be updated on. so, like finally im updating!! *claps*

30 mins later, ok, im distracted. so, yeah, not updating. hahaha. but i will! soooooon!!!! hahahaha

2009-03-14T18:33:00.002+08:00

Steamboat farewell party for both of the boys after closing was a blast. Now, they are going off for ns and, im so gonna miss them very, very much. Anyways, about steamboat, I didn’t expect myself to be going there since the event is after closing. Super late. Furthermore, tijah have exams the next day.
So, yeah, we cam-whored, eat and off back home. Just a pure, simple and sweet JJ family dinner. Aww. So family-like eh. Ok, whatever.

So, yesterday, meet-up with xy and saky for their repective belated and advanced birthday celebration. And we went karaoke-ing. Given my poor memory and I sucks at direction, we were lost. As expected. Haha. I’m so sorry babes to make you guys walk all the way from one end of the mrt station to another end and to the first end again. hahahaa. Luckily we decided to try our luck by taking the bus down to simpang bedok. Haha.

Went there to eat first then start to karaoke out heart out. andddd, I miss my dancing kaki, kak nurwiz!!! Haha. trust me, 3 hours is so not enough for us. we still got 5 pages to go the moment the clock strikes 5pm.

Head down to tampines kfc for light dinner. Laugh out hearts out the moment we are reminded of old school days. From Chasing after seats during bio lessons to secretly sketching our art pieces in class to booking saky to help us in our final artwork. Awww, those days.

Ok, that’s all for now. toodles.

p.s Not forgetting, I am so gonna kill xy if she gonna call me bimbo again.
p.p.s eh, I find policeman very hot sia!! like seriously damn hot. Hah

4C OUTING

2009-03-01T21:10:00.007+08:00

HANDMADE HP DECORATION

thanks to boredom, i did this! hahaha. so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

COFFEE PRESENTATION DAY.

Ok, updates about 4C class outing!!!!!!!!!

So, anyways on Friday I went to chyper meeting first. Came late as usual uh. but, the moment I reached, there’s only a handful of people. and it turnout to be they are all having a break. And the meeting starts at 12 instead. I was there, giving the wtf look. And when everyone start to gather, they start to do cheer and everything. Seriously, at the rate the cheer is, confirm 100% LOSE!. Seriously sia. it’s more of singing than cheering larh. Anddd, the cheers are all from don’t know what nursery rhyme larh. So, after like forcing myself to do those pathetic cheer, they finally gave 5 mins break. With that 5 min break, of course, mcm biase, ape lagi, cabot uh! haha

Head down to ECP for 4C CLASS OUTINGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meet some of them at mac. And they were all shocked to see me! haha. with my permed hair especially. Eh, btw, my curls are no longer obvious!! ):
Ok, moving on. Haha. we chatted for like a few mins and start to play some games at the shelter.
First game was the guessing game. And it wasn’t easy ok! Trust me; they just give our classmates/teachers eyes. So, we have to guess whose eyes it is. Some was fairly easy. But, there’s this picture of someone with such a huge spectacle. I was like, who the hell will wear such a big specs? And kumar goes, MR.MOK! hahahahhaah.

Next game was the charade game. Ok, my team cheated. Haha. we are like already planning what the action is for a particular teacher or so. and, also, the last person will lip-read the first person lips. Hahahaha. Such a bitchy team man. Haha. well, what do you expect right. Especially with me and kumar in the same group. Haha.

Then we played a game suggested by xy, police and murderer. I was the police and saki was the murderer. It’s very dumb of us cos, after saki chooses a victim to kill, she didn’t close her eyes. And, of course, I caught her larh. And then, I also didn’t close my eyes. Hahaa. So bimbo sia. but still, before I caught her, she already killed me. asshole. Hah.
So, after that, group photo and hug. Duh. I soooo misss them very, very much!!!

p.s. they actually commented about me saying, ‘omg halimah! Still as blur as before. AND, STILL AS BITCHY AS EVER!’ haha. cant help it larh darlings. Hah.

p.p.s. guess what, 2 night before, before I went to sleep, I go and drink coffee. Very dumb I know. And I end up sleeping at 5 in the morning.

p.p.p.s haqiem is gone!!!! Last night was he’s last day at work. And, I so gonna miss him very, very much! He is like the best manager of all the manager larh. Awwww. Ok, I talk like as if he’s not gonna come back gitu eh. Hah.

Ok, da. Nights.

coffee presentation

2009-02-26T22:35:00.001+08:00

Ok people, staying at home just got me totally bored. And, furthermore having a job is almost similar to having no job by the rate that I have been working only 2 days per week. Yes, that pathetic.

So, anyways, moving on, coffee presentation on Tuesday was a blast. Not really at first larh. I practically forced my assholes to go to JJ since it is compulsory. Upon reaching, seems like there’s nothing for me to do. Not that I didn’t want to help out, just that, no one told me what to do and I am totally LOST. But I did something ok!.

So, my job is to do buzzing. Clear up all the rubbish and all. simply love that kind of job since it is super slacking. Plus through out the whole skit thingy I was holding the trash bag. So, good excuse for me to escape from chatting with customers and collect all the cups. Haha. ok, call me lazy or what. But cant help it ok. I was super lazy to be at the coffee presentation at the first place.
HOWEVER, everything start to change when the last part of the event. Totally expected sweet surprise made the whole crowd starts to pump up and screamed encore. Not exaggerating here, but that’s what really happen down there. So, yeah, the coffee team actually composed a song about JJ. And it is seriously very nice. But the encore version is that, the whole JJ-ians went up the ‘stage’ and sing the song. It is somehow, brought me back to those days at art’s night the finale part where each and everyone of the performing art’s group stood at the stage dancing/singing/whatsoever to the event.

For once, I feel so loveeeeeeeeeeeeed by SB-JJ. Hah. Actually, everyone can feel the love larh, some even was bought to tears *ahem-ahem* abg nazzz. Hahaha. Yes, I mean like, even if I were him, I would tear. Come on larh people, such a pleasant surprise from those who you work hard for and every thing. Of, course naturally you will be touched right. But, still, I didn’t expect him to cry larh. Hahaha.

Ok, so, camwhored like mad. Take a group photo and had a group hug. And, now, somehow, I feel regret taking lots of pictures cos I am currently helping zaimah to tag the pic. Not that aku tak ikhlas larh, just that, I feel erm, tired. Ahaha. But, ikhlas!! Haha.

Ok, da, nights!

back to basic

2009-02-19T18:17:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION ALL DANCERS OUT THERE!!

those interested to join a dance competition, check out this blog link!

http://www.b2b-iamenergy.blogspot.com/

i am energy! are you?

at twirl in the mind

2009-02-18T22:06:00.003+08:00

tijah look totally like makcik. haha.

i was practically going LOL down here.

snapshot taken while webcaming with arif.

anyways, work was fine. Better than the other days. Other than the fact that haqiem kept on disturbing me about my love live. But, I still put on a smile so as not to turn off his mood. After work, chilled at JJ for awhile then start heading home after things got beyond control.

Kau hadir dengan penuh tanda Tanya
Kau pergi tanpa alasan yg kukuh untukku terima

Aku sangka kita akan bahagia
Namun perbezaan amat ketara
Lalu kau utuskan perpisahan
Sebagai jalan termudah

Banyak halangan harus kita lalui
Hanya untuk kepuasan cinta dihati
Tetapi takdir telah menentukan
Hanya tunggu waktu utk cinta ini disemadikan

Sighs.
Xoxo, halimah.

Originally from my brain ok! Haha.

Ok, dah, nights.

one proper update

2009-02-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

Okok, it’s time to do a proper update. Haha.

Firstly, I did my first closing at JJ. And trust me, its hilarious. Haha. plus, my learning coach is zal macho. So, what do you expect kan. Haah.

This is a few of the hilarious moment;

Macho: in this case, they already melt the ice for you, but next time, you have to melt on your own.
Me: ok, but how to melt the ice?
Macho: easy, firstly, there is a slow but efficient method. You bend and blow the ice. *and he start doing it*
Me: -.- seriously…
Macho: no, serious, serious, you try doing.
Me: start to crack up already
Macho: another method is that, tau kan, air kencing tu panas?
Me: laugh even more.
Macho: letak satu kaki pat sini, lagi satu pat sini. Nanti nak buat bilang eh. Haha

Another closing moment is with aziemah, wan and me; *bare in mind its zie’s first time doing closing and im still learning*

Wan: zie, later spray pat luar ok. *showing outside*
Aziemah: start to take the longgg hose to the pastry case area.

Wan then realises there’s water spraying cos he’s at the bar area. He then turn around to the water spraying sound and was super shocked to see zie happily spraying at the area. Wan then start to freakout and shout to me inside;

‘halimah!! OFF PIPE!!!’

Then I simply turn the pipe clockwise uh which happen to be full blast, which make the whole floor like its going through spring cleaning. Hahaha.
Klakar seh!! Haha. but, trust me, closing is so tiring but enjoying at the same time.

Anyways, moving on.. about store outing!!! It’s a blast! Trust me. very, very memorable.
Meet up at pasir ris. And we chilled an all those stuff by sitting at subway which got me thinking, why subway didn’t want to have a halal cert eh. So, moving on, being spilt into group. My team is, abg naz, wirda, wan, macho and the gamemaster is sery. got the clue and we need to search for this place at the pasir ris park, horse place thingy. I don’t even know such place exist sia! at pasir ris park some more seh. And the whole JJ-ians are practically following abg larh. Haha. but, we managed to speed up and was first to finish up the race at esplanade.

However, there’s a challenge at the merlion that requires us to drink up a drink and fill up another empty bottle with it. and we are happily gulping the drink till we realise it’s vinegar in it! omg! Everyone wanted to split it out seh. Zai cant take it and abg is the one that have been going repeatedly. We then start to search for magazine road. Like wtf is magazine road seh! By the time, my sis team, haqiem, sachok, Justin and the gamemaster, zaimah and estee overtook us uh.

Head down to suntec city and did the chilli challenge and its freaking hot sia!!!! macho is already half dead eating it. haha. got the last clue and run to the bus stop. And surprise, surprise!!! My sis team is there!! Hahaha. So, in the bus, abg start to give each other instructions. And he whisper to my ears and say, ‘lu jage lu nye kakak jek’.

So, the moment I step out of the bus, I straight away grab my sis hands and stop her from running. Then somehow, I manage to cross the road. Total jayrunning moments. But, since my sis is being trapped by abg, I was stopped by sachok. I tried to wiggle and waggle but unable to do so. seeing wan and macho running towards me, I shouted for help. duh. And they came running like some kind of kerbau towards me and sachok. Ahaha. Yes, I break free. Haha.

But my sis team win larh, by a split sec. seriously. dinner at lau pasat was superb. Ok, da, tom working.

p.s webcaming with arif make me go LOL/ROFL and manymore
p.p.s I did this quiz at fb about when im going to get married. And it states. 1 year and dunno how many months. Haha. mepek sak.

Ok, nights.

what does my birthday mean`

2009-02-16T19:05:00.001+08:00

i did a quiz at fb- what does my birthday mean
and i find it soooooo soooooo soooooooo true

You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something,
everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more
patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your
Love, You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the
person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to
be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate,
nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a
relationship in a quarrel.

i want somebody

2009-02-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

I want someone who's like a lover and a bestfriend.
I want someone who would listen to me talk crap all night long without saying anything but just smile.
I want someone who I can spend the night with under the stars on the grass.
I want someone who loves me for who I am, accepting all of my flaws.
I want someone who can be there when I need someone to talk to.
I want someone who I can cry on.
I want someone who can keep it real, someone who can shares, someone who shows that he cares.
I want someone who I can share the pain with.
I want someone whom I can cry with through the night.
I want someone who won't take me for granted and appreciate that I'm there.
I want someone who will be there no matter what happens.
I want someone who would run behind me and cover my eyes and ask me who he is even know I know who he is.
I want someone who shows up at my door just to tell me he missed me.
I want someone to call me in the middle of the night just to say he loves me.
I want someone who won't let go of me even though I want to let go of him.
I want someone who would leave sweet voicemails.
I want someone who would look me in the eye and tells me that he loves me and mean it.
I want someone who surprises me with sweet little things.
I want someone who understands how I feel without saying me saying it.
I want someone who I can telepath with.
I want someone who I can trust who's heart is right.

And someone who I can give my heart to.

oh, feb

2009-02-04T22:04:00.001+08:00

Ok, just hung up phone with zaf. Oh mann. Speaking of zaf, it suddenly reminds me of school!! Haha. I miss schoollll!! Those chilled, take-your-own-sweet-time-cos-its-your-father-school journey to school, anddd, waking up late or, erm, depending on my mood. Well, its weird isn’t it? I was so super well discipline during work but when it comes to schooling, its all haywire. ok, I was suppose to talk about zaf. Hah. AKU MISS KO!! ANAK SEDARE KESAYANGAN KU!!!!!!!!! HAAHHA. Meet up soon! but not at china eh. Haha

So, yeah, I received a message from zaf talking about going overseas, which is china, ok, not talking, bugging is the right word. And trust me, I was like -.- wth? That kinda expression you know.

At work, I came totally shagged. Ok, what’s new right. But this time, really, totally to the core shagged. Even angela commented saying I have a muke tak mandi. Which make me go pantat betol. Not helping me to wake up sak. Haha.

So, yeah, have to extend my working hours cos apparently, from the time I start working till 15 mins before I clockoff, there isn’t any customer in sight. Like seriously, no customer. So, its like totally slacking for me larh. I have been telling everyone to entertain me or else I will fall asleep. BUT!! Like when I want to clock off, time tu jugak slam. Mcm babi larh nie sume customer. Haha. but yah, I extend also larh since after work also, I have nothing on per.

Ok, moving on, about my bar test. I totally screwed it up, as in, seriously, not communicating with customer. Then, giving the drink out in longer than 3 mins. And many more things larh. I was so mengelabah until I go spilled milk cos apparently, the whole bar area is pretty much messy already. And it stained my apron.

So, the conversation goes:
Abg: ape nie susu tumpah kene apron.. tetek bocor eh.
Me: bawah nah tetek
Hahha. Ok, lol. Sempat per time2 freaking out but still able to talk. Haha.

Ok, da. Currently, mass convo-ing with syarul, arif and isk. Omggg!! I miss themmm!!!!!! Even though, I saw syarul yesterday. haha.

p.s you know, yesterday store meeting, I have to clean up the store. And lucky me, I was wearing skirt. Or else I will be scrubbing the floor seh. But still, I wasn’t spared cos everyone need to contribute. So, gotta cleaned up the retail wall. Omg. After years of skipping spring cleaning in school….

Ok, da, bye people. nights!!

jealousy is so yesterday

2009-02-02T22:40:00.001+08:00

Ok, now, I am blogging. Not about all the past days at work. But someone just got me pissed off. like seriously, naik sekejap darah aku.

So, anyways, what I have got to say is that, seriously perangai mcm budak2. Omg. Being jealous over bestfriend is so totally yesterday. YESTERDAY. its so super primary school. Believe me, I thot only toddles, immature kids does that.

Btw, I am down here, not trying to be bitchy. But, if I do sound like one, pardon me, cos when im pissed, I will turn bitchy naturally.

I seriously don’t get it why people get jealous over one person. Ok, I know, fear of losing the person that you love, afraid she’s being stolen by someone, bla, bla, bla. And the list goes on.

But don’t you think that it only happened when you got jealous easily, then you turn possessive, which apparently, start to destroy your own relationship? Plus, even worst, if you let your jealousy conquer your mind, you will then begin to lose your trust to that person that you love. Which, of course, eventually, tarnish your own relationship?

See the consequence of being ‘overly- jealous’?

Well, then don’t ever blame people that you love because, it started out with you, yourself with your ultra-can-control-jealousness. Why let yourself be engrossed in jealousy when you can have a beautiful relationship?

But still, bottomline is that, jealousy is so yesterday. like really. *roll eyes*

Da, nights, tom working. Grahhh.

so engross with facebook

2009-02-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

OMG, I WAS SO HAPPLY TYPING WHAT TO WRITE, UNTIL I PLAYED GAMES AT FACEBOOK THAT I START TO LOSE FOCUS AND CANT BLOG ANYMORE. HAHA.

Sorry people. I will make a proper update ok.

HOME SLACKING

2009-01-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! BAR TEST ON SAT!! OMG!! *gasp *
Yes, like after so long of delaying it, it’s here!! My bar test is here!! Ohmyholyshit.
Save meeeeeeeeeeee!! HELPPPP!!

Ok, da. Enough, so anyways, even though my bar test is on sat, all I did at home is jus slacking.

Nothing I did at home, have got to do with starbucks culture, service, maintenance or whatsoever. All I did at home is just slacking and playing games. Haha.

Alah, if screwed up also, I will still get my pay what. So, just chill. Ok, I know, I sound so mcm paham down here. Last2 freakout sak. Haah.

Anyways, my soundtrack has been shuffling between 3 songs.

Kau mawarku
If I were a boy
Aku tetap aku

Power seh all the songs. Especially if I were a boy. Ok, I know the song is pretty much more than outdated. But! Im so in love with it!!!!!

Ok, da, till here. ANYWAYS, I LOVE ASHRAF MUSLIM!! So romantic, so hot, so gentleman.

Ok, da bye.

2009-01-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hello world!!

Ok, currently chatting with arif and isk. As usually, horney talks complete the conversation and, of course, with their nonsensical dream of being a rockstar. Mcm whatever larh eh. Haha.

Anyways, I was looking through my facebook with all those tagged pictures. it sure make me go LOL. Oh, my, im so gonna miss W16C. sobs.

Ok, moving on. I have being slacking at home for the whole CNY day.
Omg. Tomorrow working!! Mann. After slacking for so long, my body just seems so restless to go working. Now, lets just hope, the peeps are good and so is the manager. *praying hard*

I’m so seriously cannot wait for payday!! Which apparently, fells on 7th feb. however, I have yet to take my bar test so, will that mean that, I will be getting my pay or not eh?? Alahhh.. *praying even harder*

Ok, da. Im so dead tired. No idea why. Even though I’m not even working today or yest. Haha.

p.s I seriously miss being a babysitter)): helppp!!

p.p.s. I am sick and tired to bother about all this childish, immature attitude of yours. You got a brain of yourself. Do think as a mature adult. Thanks

ok, da. I have been focusing too much on my lappy cos I did tijah’s ppt. sungguh larh semangat aku tolong dier. Even my own ppt, I didn’t do that much. Haha

good day at work and stupid man otw home. plus nice busdriver

2009-01-25T20:40:00.001+08:00

Can I say that I love facebook so much that I will forget about my blog??

But seriously, I have been updating my facebook every now and then especially when there are events happening in my life. its so convenient to use compared to blogger seh.

Ok, putting that aside, since yest was a bad day at work, today was almost perfect for me. I was cheerful, fast, efficient, and many other adjective words that’s on our mind. So, yeah, morning shift work with my sis, angela and zaimah. Came to work and start laughing at each other. well, angela is so super nice to work with. Zaimah then join in at 10 with her super sexy, machoic voice. Haha. so, yeah, there’s like continuous slam happening every 5 mins. I was super duper exhausted sia by the time im supposed to clock out. seriously, it got me thinking, don’t they have any preparation to do? So free meh until must slack at starbucks? I know larh its good for the sales, bla, bla, bla. But hey, come on, on the eve of hari raya, my whole family is like cooking for the whole world to eat sey.

Ok, I know, not relevant to my day at work. So, moving on, I have to face slam at bar which apparently, not my kinda comfort zone but more of my freaked out zone. I will slowly move to frap. Haha. it feels so much better to be at frap than at bar man. Trust me. it feels like one whole burden is off your shoulder, even though, like duh, there’s drinks queuing up larh.

Anyways, gotta thank angela for helping me out at bar.

So, yeah, have to extend my working hours.

Anyways, otw home, took 40. And I adjusted the air-conditioner by moving it facing this old middle aged guy larh. Seems like a foreigner to me uh. so, yeah, he then look at me and give me a look. I, halimah, feeling so dead already, look at him back expressionless. He was so super pissed, I think, then hit hard the air-condition thingy thing and shift it to me back. The bloody thing is that, HE PRACTICALLY SHOWING OFF HIS ANGER TO ME LARH!! Wtffffffffff!!! Like hello?? So not a gentlemen larh! Such man should actually die man! I didn’t know man like this still exists. Ok, that’s not all. the moment the dropped off from the bus, he turn to look at me and gave me this cheeky smile. Eh, hello, pervert!! What’s that for man?? You bloody show me your freaking attitude to me and then once you saw my face, you change ur mind? Wth! Such assholes man seriously, deserve to dieeeeeeeeee!!!

Ok, actually not all man. Today, before going to work, meet syarul up since she wanna pass to me some cookies and brownies. Alahai, sweet nye syaruuuull!! Hahah. So, our conversation lasted only a few mins cos my bus came. Aww. So sad. Meet up one day ok beb!

So, I board up the bus and still waving goodbye to syarul. This one super friendly busdriver also waved at syarul! Hahahaah. Lol. Tapi syarul tak layan. Haha. klakar. I was super shocked at first but after a few seconds later, brain start to transfer msg then, I began to laugh. Slow I know. Shupdup ass. Haha.

But, hey, when I wanted to alight the bus, he also waved goodbye!!! Best sak if all the drivers are like that!! cool kepe!! Hahaah. He seriously makes my day.

Ok, da, enough for today.

p.s. chatting with sery actually makes me realise how I miss working with some of the partners at jj

p.p.s nowdays, aku rasa begitu amat larh sangat malas utk layan jantan2 nie sume. Omg.

Ok,da. Bye people.

And happy new year to those who celebrating it!! ((:

last day w16c/ bad day at work

2009-01-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

NO MORE W16C!!! *CRIES**

Ok, yesterday was the end of school. Tonnes of pictures are taken. We celebrated ragu birthday as well. He seriously got no idea on what’s happening. But after the whole process, he got so touched that he shed tears. Awww. He’s practically like our big brother in class. oh, my, im already missing my W16C… aww.

So, anyways, oh thurs, went to sheesha. It was like expecting the unexpected. We went from one shop to another. We practically crawled out like some kinda burglar. So, finally after afew shops, we get settled down. Picked cherry flavour and I don’t even taste a single drop of cherry flavouring in there. Like serious shit. Its all filled with burning charcoal. But anyways, after a few puffs, the “kakak’s “are all dizzy already and of course, da KO mcm ape gitu. AND, THE ‘ADIK’, named halimah and sab, ARE SUPER HYPER. Especially sab, duh. Haha.

We then start to tease those so-called kakak2. And mas start giving unreasonable excuses such as the sheesha got alcohol larh, da gian larh. Mcm2 sak. Haha. but, bottomline is that, the adik2 jugak yg power!!! Hahaha.

Ok, enough of sheesha-ing.

Today, at work, I had a very bad start. Like seriously. I drop EVERYTHING that is in my hand. This includes customer’s drink, steamed milk, cold milk and the list goes on. Anddd, I was practically stoning down there, very, very blur. Don’t ask me what happen to me, I also have no idea what’s happening. I guess I was thinking of someone, maybe. *kening naik2* haha. no larh, I was just pure tired I guess.

Anyways, tom workingggg!!! Grah. So not excited for that man. Haiyoo. Helppp!

p.s I cant bend my kneeee!! Omg. Just because I was wearing jeans and the wound have yet to dry up

p.p.s im not working on CNY. So, am I suppose to be happy or sad about it eh?

Ok, da. Bye people. im super lazy to upload all the pic. But you can get it in my facebook larh eh. Hahah.

2009-01-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Ok, ok, I know, the whole world is waiting me to update this pathetic-almost dead blog. So, here I am, forcing myself to blog.

So, reasons that I didn’t blog is because, I was dead. Yes, dead. As in, really dead. I’ve to juggle my time between, family events, school, work and not forgetting precious time with my friends.
Ok, I know that is like an excuse and its so common right. Ok, fine, I was just plain lazy and half dead. That’s why. AND!! Since like the whole world have find out about my blog link, I just simply got FREAKED OUT and start to be extra careful on what bullshit im writing.

BUT!!! Bottomline, im gonna update like how I use to cossssss, ITS HOLIDAYS BEBEHHHH!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH. BEST KEPE! And it just gave me attitude to laugh at all those pathetic people who gotta drag their asses to school very morning and rush out their assignment and bla, bla, bla. HAHAHAHHAA. PADAN MUKE KORGS! Haha. so anyways, that’s the benefit of being in RP.

Ok, moving on, im sooo soo sooo sooo sooo gonna miss my freaking cool class that is, MY BELOVED W16C!!!! ok, now, take your tissues and start to cry with me.

Every single one of you ranging from:
Big to small
Short to tall
Loud to quiet
Hot to freaky
Slenges, weirdos, semangats
Slacker, bitches, fakers
And the list goes on.

I, halimah, would like to say, im so seriously going to miss each one of you! and I will like to declare, I am so attached to see all of you that I fear if im gonna turn out greeky for the next class.

Ok, dah. Fine, its not that sad. I know. Shuttup assholes. Haha.

Anyways, I know Ive got lots of pics to be uploaded all thanks to the cabot session marathon. But, its at my facebook ok.

Da, bye people.

p.s I so gonna sheeshaaa my heart out tom! Haha

pps. I am not attached to any guy ok! Im still single, alive and kicking.

Ppps. My holiday didn’t seems like holiday cos I have lots of event happening.

Pppps. Im addicted to lagu kau mawarku!! Haha

Ok, that’s long. Haha.

Bye people.

****I MISS YOU BOY!! ((:

RANDOM

2009-01-07T12:41:00.006+08:00

SOME OVERDUE PICTURES

THIS BABY HERE, HAVE SHAVE HIS HAIR!! CUTE KAN!

pix

2008-12-31T12:21:00.004+08:00

ok, i know people, i have more pics instead of words. blame my lazy fat fingers ok. haha. ok, da. off to work.

i know its pretty much pathetic to be working of a new year eve. but yea, no choice. babis siak. haha. ok, da bye people.

muahs!

lirik lagu

2008-12-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

Iklim- Bukan Aku Tak Cinta

Saat kita berpisah
Kau pegang erat tanganku
Sepertinya tak merelakan
Kepergianku untuk meninggalkanmu

Dermaga saksi bisu
Waktu ku kucup keningmu
Perlahan kau lepaskan pegangan tanganku
Aku lihat kau menangis...

Lambaian tanganmu
Masih ku ingat selalu
Itu yang terakhir
Ku melihat dirimu

Sudah sering kau kirim surat
Namun tak pernah aku jawab
Lalu kau kirimkan undangan
Agar kau tak berharap

Bukannya aku tak tega
Bukan pula aku tak cinta
Kerana orang tua
Yang tak merestui cinta kita

pics

2008-12-26T21:08:00.005+08:00

picss

2008-12-24T20:53:00.007+08:00

ZHEN QI'S BBQ PARTY

STARBUCKS LAST DAY OF TRAINING.

2008-12-19T22:40:00.009+08:00

operation

2008-12-13T00:13:00.001+08:00

It is just so hard, very hard, to lie to a person saying that she’s going to be fine. Even you, yourself are not too sure about it. But you have to deceive yourself just to give her the assurance that its going to be alright. Sighs.

I will pray for your safety. No worries about that.

tags reply

2008-12-11T09:45:00.004+08:00

syarul: ehk. dat post kan... kan.. kan... totali.. totali buat aku terbayang phua chu kang wif his yellow boots. and both the 2 mrt stations. and mcm perna dgr uh lim chu kang... ? ahhahahaha. peh jauh sehk.

syarul: ehk! tink again! ade point sehk. its both e chu kang. e oni diff is e yio and e chu. wich reali makes a lot of diff. nie 2 tmpt jauh gile seh from each other.imagine being confused wif e 2 chu kangs.

syarul: hahaha. lols. nonsense! but. pikir balek, aah sehk! den ppl wont get confuse kan?! ade point jgk seh! but yio mo kio?! so0o0o0o tak sound ryt sehk.. hahahhah. lols

to syarul: hahaha. aku tau, aku tau. aku suke ko. ko sorg jek kasi good comment sak. lain sume ckp mepek gile. padahal nie name nye observant sak! hahaah. and aku time pikir tu pon, phua chu kang tak klua syarool! tu lagi jauh gile sak!hahaha.

KAKAK KAU: bye. im off
KAKAK KAU: heeee:)
KAKAK KAU: KAU NYE RANDOM TK BOLEH PAKAI SAKK. HW ABOUT U GO BRALESS? HAHAHAH
to kakak kau(haha): okok. da belah. ko dgn syarul same sak. dasar bestfriend. kalau da start tag kan. tak tau siket2 sak. cube larh relax2 siket tu tag. siket2. hahaha. otak ko larh. braless buat ape sak. haha. tu ko gi buat uh. last2 sume lari dari ko sak! haha.

KAKAK KAU: cont: best go with rizal. not hafiz thouh. panicky. lol. but. I LOVE HAFIZ'S DOG PADDLE. COMPLETE WITH WOOF WOOF! hahahhaaha. ROLF
to kakak kau: hahaha. ah2 sakk!! dgn muke2 dier!! on the air sak! da mcm anjing betol2! haha. time tgh float pon same. haha. struggling dier!! fuh. takleh angkatsss. hahah.

KAKAK KAU: and syarul. kau nye excitedness pun tk perlu ehh. hahaha. buat org happy tkpe. nie buat org lagi takot. lol. and i dont wanna go swimming with u again. i drown hw? u laugh at me siah. hahaha
to kakak aku: ah2 sak! haha. syarul kalau da ketawe. mak oi. lagi sampai jek da ketawe2 sak. padahal blm masok pool. hahah.

KAKAK KAU: and ohh. gamb tak perlu ehhh. lagi burok dari gamb pt blog aku. hahaahha. ehhh. tak. aku bedek, the one in my blog is more ugly. AHAHAHA. i have to have smbdy agree with me. anybody??? come on ppl. lo
to kakak aku lagi: ape larh. gambar mane? ko jugak yg suro letak sume. haha. walaupon muke aku tak mcm muke manusia, aku tetap upload sak. haha. diam ko. better update often eh. jatuh maruah aku pasal ko sak! hahaha. babis. haha

KAKAK KAU: lol. i enjoyed gg swimming with them though arif was being such an apek, syarul being a laughing hyena, hafiz being so kan chiong spider and rizal being such a fatherly figure u mean, hmm. so nice:)
to kakak aku again-.-: hahaha. yup2. me too. enjoy much2 seh! haha.

KAKAK KAU: CEKIK DARAH. SAYANG KAU NYE ARIF. TAK SAYANG AKU., BASKET,
to kakak aku for the last time: hahaha. okok. aku syg arif pasal lain. aku syg ko pasal lain. haha.

zafirah: serious crap..haha..*claps* and *booos!!*..haha..
khairul: hey...Yio Mo Kio kape??hahaha
arif: mepek sak ko.

to zaf, arif and khairul: ok, fine. mepek kan. i know. diam korg. bacin sak. haha. doesnt it make u think for sec ke ape ke? ade kan. hahahaa

syarul: ehk wait! ya hor! u r back! gd! i lyk just realise that its updated after reading the swimming part ! lols.. ahahah.
to syarool: mak oi. slow siak! haha. okok. da malam. aku paham. slow siket kan. hahaha.

syarul: oiiiii! hahahaah. ehk! ur flyers story.. very funnnnieeeee!! ahhahaha. okay okay.ouh. the swimming part,, is funnnnnn!! hahahahaha. lols. okay okay. ahahahhahaahah
to syarul: ape oi? haha. its not funny eh. its pathetic taus! merane sak hidop aku. hahha. yes, fun sampai aku nak lemas sa. hahaah.

xx: last entry by me....and i'll be gone....maybe...haha...i respect dat view o what u have...good day...and take care....!
to xx: maybe sak! hahaah. okok. yeah. u too. do visit my blog. if u got the time eh. jgn merajok taus. hahaha.

Zhen Qi: =]
Zhen Qi: hahahaha. it was totally a surprise lar! thank you KORG!!!

to zhen qi: hahaha. aku tau, aku tau. tak payah ckp. haha. ok larh, hope ko enjoy k. walaupon ko tak participate. hahaha. ((:

shah: buat keje la...chat jek!!!
to shah: -.- eh bacin, time aku chat ko bace jugak ape aku chat kan. haha. abeh yg ko dok tag pat blog aku tak buat keje tu asal? hahaha. ((:

randomne

2008-12-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

ok people, have you ever wonder why they call Yio Chu Kang but its located beside Ang Mo Kio. I mean like, it’s so weird right to have Yio Chu Kang right beside Ang Mo Kio instead of having it beside Chua Chu Kang.

It’s more logical right, to have it beside each other especially when the name is almost similar minus the first name. I mean like if you are naming it also right, why yio chu kang? Why not, erm, Yio Mo Kio or something like that larh.

Get what I mean?

Ok, fine. Shuddup u assholes for giving me the (-.-) look.

I know, this is so super random. Haha. toodles.

pics

2008-12-08T21:25:00.007+08:00

back after long break

2008-12-08T19:38:00.001+08:00

Ok people, im back. Thanks to the nonstop msn, sms and many other form of communication people have been sending me asking me am I ok or not. No worries k people. Im fine. Seriously. I just love arif, iskandar, mas and syarul. *hugs*

So, moving on. Lots of things happened. Have been caboting lesson for 4 days straight and head down to ecp everytime I caboted. And everytime I cabot, syarul will confirm msg me. Haha. and yeah, one particular msg make me go lol. she was like, going ecp again? That sort of random things. Yes, I am at ecp. Haha. power.

Anyways, last weekend went to work. Giving out flyers not starbucks. It was way tiring compared to the other time I went working. Plus, have to be separated from the rest. At golden mile some more. Ewws. So, yeah, I was stationed at the end of the bridge. So, most of the people will be at zaf area then go down to deavi then im the last one. Get the pic? And apparently, my station is not a recycling or rubbish bin thingy2 where u can just dump things on me ok. this is what happen. They will take the flyers from zaf and deavi, then read it after that, dump at me. Like hello?? Cant u see? I’m also giving out flyers! Not collecting it! Bacins. and from the ratio of my flyers given out to receiving it is beyond human kindness I tell ya. Its like 1:10!!! Babis punye org. haha. oh, ya, while working this one guy, fully decorated with tattoos from head to toe just come up to me asking me am I malay. Then I say yeah. He then ask me for my no. like duh larh. Which blind girl will pass her no to such a man sia! I mean like, ya larh got larh such girl. But hello? Sungguh terugat jiwe sak kenal2 jgn mat2 mcm tu. Haha

Moving on, sat went down to ecp. Again. Celebrate zaf, alif and zhen qi birthday. It was ok. minus that game part. Cos my team is the only semangat one thanks to mizah. Now I know what lie beneath that tudong sak. Haha. otak dier punye larh jauh pikir. So, yeah, then one by one went off. Left me, wari, arif, rizal, isk, fir and jai. So, u guess it right. im the only girl. Then when off cycling. We rented 3 doubles and a single sitter. Cycled all the way till safra. First cycle with wari. Mcm biase uh. He’s like the only one I can trust in terms of safety. Haha. but halfway wari looked so super pucat like anytime can breakdown and pengsan gitu. Haha. then change partner. And cycle with rizal. It was fun gile. I didn’t really cycle that much. Best sak. Haha. I love u rizal. Haha. after that fir and jai went separate ways and we head down to JJ store to fetch my sis. We are so kecoh in the store. Haha. head down to mas ayu and ate. Then head home.

Anyways, yesterday, went swimming with my sis, hafiz, rizal and arif. Syarul joined at later timing. It was very, very, very, very awkward to swim with them. But then after that, it was ok. I enjoyed clinging on people very much. Hahah. For the first time, I see hafiz and rizal so brotherly. Haha. we went to deep pool which is at 1.8 meters deep. Then learn to float down there. Me and my sis are like some kid will be struggling to keep afloat. Hafiz will be the one panicking around and pull us on ‘safe zone’ again. Haha. swimming with syarul is seriously make u go menyesal. Cos of her laughter. It is practically echoed through the whole complex. Haha. and syarul seriously got no life saving skills in herself. I was drowning. Head touching the water level already but she’s still down there, LAUGHING. Haha. so, anyways, after that lepaked bawah my blk with arif, rizal and syarul. It was total random of them to play this smacking game larh thanks to rizal. Haha. then head home.

Ok, da, that’s all. Shall upload pics some other day. Toodles people.

sighs

2008-11-27T16:17:00.002+08:00

oh, fuck
again.

if it meant to be that way,
i have to walk away

p.s. i will be away for the time being. more time spent on my private blog with all this problems happening.

bye people.

RANDOM

2008-11-23T20:15:00.001+08:00

Ok, done. I thot it’s gonna happen again. But no, this time, different outcome. Alhamdulilah.

So, anyways, I think, I have got a thing for policeman. Like seriously. So smart man in the uniform. And.. so cuteeeeeeee!! Haha

Moving on.. my weekends are pretty much what you call, boring. Yes, it is. Sadly. Like mas say, im so super free so much that i can go around accompany my mum go market, bla.. bla. Bla. Yes, pathetic. I know. But, cant help it man. NO ONE WANT TO JOIN ME GO SWIMMING!!! GRRR.

Oh! Ya, today, acc-ed my mum to NTUC and I have a sudden craving for ice-cream. As in not the normal one. The big2 tub. Yes, not that ben n jerrys one eh. Bigger than that. Haha. scary. I know. But, still didn’t manage to buy it. Sadded sak. My mum think that im going insane. Hahah.

Ok, da people.

I love you.
But no I don’t
But I miss u

Oh help.

And I swear I once feel like killing this guy named ahmad. He is the pain in the ass. To those who gave my no to him, do kindly tell me who you are. Before, aku dendam nie perasaan eh.

Ok, da…
Off to bed people.
Nights.

Late-night chat on the phone is loved.

FIRST IMPRESSION

2008-11-22T23:20:00.001+08:00

I wish
I wish
I wish
This will end

Faaat hope! Dream on man.

Ok, so anyways, Friday went to store for the first lesson- first impression. Rush down from school to the store so that I wont be late and eventually gave a bad impression. So, yeah, waited for abg naz. While waiting, I msg lots of people to entertain me, which apparently, leads to another point of the post. But, yeah, back to the story. Down there got some free entertainment from the ‘partners’ down there. Btw, this guy actually asked me if I want any drinks but I reject nicely. Actual fact is, aku nak terkencing. From school I hold my bladder ok! and there he is offering me a drink. however, bottomline is, he did serve me a latte. Yes, my bladder almost burst thanks to him. Haha

Moving on, I was introduced to the starbuck’s motto bla..bla..bla.. training have to be delayed as it clashes with my school hours. So, have to wait till December for me to resume training. Coffee tasting was a serious turn-off for me. Firstly, have to smell the coffee which seems to me like some drug addict sniffing glue or something. But, ya, it’s a form of making sure all the aromatic smell is cupped or whatever shit. Moving on, tasting the coffee was super bitter. And they are like saying there’s a berry thingy in it. BUT! Trust me, I taste nothing. Like seriously. Blame my taste buds. But, ya. IT IS BITTER FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Anyways, moving on. They told me to mixed the coffee and the cake in my mouth. And describe to them what does it feels like. But, ya, as usual. I was like in my mind, normal jek. Nothing special jek. But, have to lie. Duh. They were like expecting me to say something impressive larh. i have some random answer and that is,’ crispy’ yes. You heard it, CRISPY. Crispy for cake and coffee mixed together. Nonsense!! But, apparently, they are impressed. Haha. so, nothing to worry about. Haha.

I was showed around in store. And what motivates me to work there is that the partners there are super supportive and spontaneous. Gerek beb.

Mass convo with mas and sab is loved. But, somehow. Something just happen. just like that. And I was hoping to go swimming just to de-stress myself. Oh, I was also hoping iskandar and arif was online. So, I can complain rabak2 at them. But, yeah. Too bad.

I gave up.
Like seriously.

Nights world

yearbook pic

2008-11-20T13:50:00.002+08:00

I just cant seems to do my rj so, here I am, blogging. Haha. so, anyways, school days are pretty much mundane so, don’t have anything much to update on. Anyways, I simply cant wait for holidays! Please, please make it fast!

Anyways, moving on! I was so super in love with facebook! Haha. I mean like yea, even though I cant seem to learn how to operate it, its wayyyyyyy cooler than Friendster. So, yeah people, do add me up at facebook ok?

Oh, yeah, not forgetting, a few days back, kak siti send me this link yearbook yourself thingy-thingy uh. it was superbly fun. I did my face and it sucks big time. I don’t even think that, that picture look like me sia. haha. OH! and I did zaf face too. Hahahhahahaha. Yes, I know I’m asking for trouble if I upload the pic. But, yeah, for entertainment wise, I don’t care. Haha.

seeeee!! i told u i looked burok in the pic! haha

but, zaf is way more worst. hahahahahaah

Ok,da, now, focus halimah. RJ! RJ! RJ!

Btw, ignore the previous post. I was ultra fucked up at that point of time.

Oh, yeah, one more thing. Tomorrow I have to go down to store sia. for this first impression thingy. Don’t bother asking me what that is. cos, I also don’t know and I have been giving different2 answers for that question.

Ok, da. RJ!!!!

p.s I cant help smiling while chatting with him. and mas spot me grinning so much that she tease me. haha

ok, da. byeee

I HATE TO BE IN A SPOT

2008-11-19T17:26:00.004+08:00

I hate it, I hate it, I fuckingly hate it when im in a spot and have to make decisions. Yes, I rather be the other party than being the middleman. But, fuck, I don’t have a choice. Mcm babi. Think that I want to be in that situation? NO!, freaking hell, no. never in my life I want it that way ok. I HATE IT! I HATE IT TO THE CORE! BUT WHY!!!!!! Must I always, ALWAYS end up with such situations? GRRR!

Never mind. Putting that aside. I SO HATE THAT MAMAT!! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I FUCKINGLY HATE YOU! THANKS TO YOU, I HAVE TO FACE THIS UNNESSASARY WAR. THANKS UH. Babi. Da larh ~~takde konek~~. Org answer the phone you put down. Entah cukop ke tak sifat tu. Babi!!! GRAH!! I HATE YOU MAN!!

Ok, da. Enough. Trust me to get a good news and not even 5 mins later, I got to curse myself. Hish.

Haiz. I HONESTLY GIVE UP PLEASING PEOPLE. I TRIED MY BEST, I’VE DONE MY PART. Not satisfied? That’s your problem. I’ve got many other thinks to be worried of. Not this.

FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND NOT FORGETTING, MAN ALSO!!

another awesome weekends

2008-11-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY COUSINS!!

Skip school = more time at home = go online = blog.
So, yeah, I skipped school thank to my body who cannot wake up. Or, like zaf say, my body can wake up, just me who don’t want. Haha. fine. And yeah, im so sorry to those that have been looking forward to cabot with me, but, plan failed thanks to me. Deep apologies ok?

Anyways, lets talk about my weekends. It’s pure awesome I tell ya.
Sat, I went swimming with kak siti and kak nurwiz. Plan was to meet early in the morning. But somehow, I forget about the timing so much that joined them at a later timing which is in the afternoon. We had the pool by ourselves till at 3 students starts to pollute the pool with all their learning tools. Irritating sak. And they will swim and looked at us like we are some kind of a monster that is stealing the pool from them. Oh, come on larh. It’s a public place what!

But, anyways, moving on, we manage to get free lesson and yeah, free spa. Haha. thanks to this really nice coach. He is way nicer compared to other coach you see. Like really. Every coach that I see has been really nasty with their students. Like they shout at them then use a really strict tone and many more lah. But, this coach is way nicer. He talk really nicely with he’s students and provide them with the help that they need. He’s pure powerful larh! Never fail to give his students smile and everything. Ok, I know, im pure bias down here. But, really! He’s nice!!!!!!! Not that I fall for him or anything, more of, kak nurwiz that fall for him. Haha. we are like looking at him teaching his students and there is kak nurwiz, in a tangkap glam position, looking at him with the mouth slightly showing she’s ogling at him. Haha.

Ok, yeah, moving on. After that, jalan2 abit. Then, they singgah my house for a while. Plus, at that point of time, im already half-dead. Or you can say fully dead.

Sun. went to acc-ing my mumsy to quiet a handful of jemputan. Eat, and eat and eat. Haha. anyways! I remembered this one jemputan at bedok where there is this guy, kendarat nye mamat, he actually got a center-parting for his hair! Hahahahahahah. Yes, I straight away remembered zaf. Haha. well, a center-parting from front of the head to the back, age of 17-18 like that. Haha. zaf’s twin ehk. Haha. okok. Da enough.

Then in the evening, went to starbucks at jalan jamal for job interview. Yeah, got the job. It is fun seeing how spontaneous the workers there. Haha. I actually forced my sister to accompany me eventhough she was with fir. But, yeah, desperate moments per. What to do kan. The staff down there was so super shocked to know that im like tijah’s sister. Yes, I am. And I’m younger than her. Haha.

So, that was for my weekends.

a bad start, a good ending

2008-11-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

Today is finally the day that breaks of my quitting season. That 5 years is broken. Omggggggggg. Haha. gotta thank mas for that. haha. well, only between sab, mas and me ok people. Haha.

Moving on, I cabot lesson again today. got reason ok, it’s freaking VB larh. So, yeah, what do u expect right. Plus, at that point of time, I really can t take the pain of my stomach. sorry people. And, yes, zaf, I CABOTTTTTTTTT. NOT LIKE YOU EH. HAHAHAH.

Head down to esplanade during the second break. We are like so stressed up on where to go larh. And plans are always forever changing eventhough we are in the train. Blame the beautiful scenery and the temptation of becoming a wild kid. Haha. but, bottom-line is, we end up at esplanade. Haha.

Lepak-ed, chilled, laugh, and that make our day. Sab and mas feel a lil bit of regretness to cabot. But, sadly, I don’t. haha. reason is, eventhough, they not caboting, I will still be doing that thanks to my stomach. Bertuah nye gondol.

Acc-ed mas to bukit Gombak to kill my time. I feel so super sleepy thanks to last night chat with my sis. Mcm story mak2 siot. But, yea, it’s been a while since we had a sister-sister chat. Plus, cant update each other that much. The private blog isn’t much help either thanks to her tight schedule. Mcm mane nye president pon aku tak tau. Haha.

Moving on, yesterday, zaf is still nice to me. hahaha. Yes, loooonger this time. haha. she offered her help without me asking anything. Sincerity is seen through her actions. Yes, I was terribly touched by that. never did I expect her to do such thing again since I make her look super pathetic kan. Haha. sorry larh eh. But, ya, thank you very, very much from deep down my heart. Now, I feel really regret treating u badly and criticise you sengaje or tak. But, ya, I really, really appreciate your help. It sure does make me taubat skejap. Haha. and I was very contented that im your makcik. Tak lah segan sgt kan. Hahaha.

Ok, da. Long enough. eventhough some of it doesn’t make any sense, I don’t care. Ahhaha.

After that, went to talk with zaf and mas, about this eyesight thingy crap. Seriously, I feel like strangling her when she actually tell me to go for that talk. For heaven sake, I obviously have perfect eyesight. But, ya, apparently zaf doesn’t, so, have to understand kan. Haha.
Then head off to dinner with mas at bk. Lepak-ed there for a while. Mas got teased by me very, very badly. Haha.never did I seen her face that red. Hahaha. I know it’s pretty mean of me, but, weirdly, I enjoyed it. Haha. eh! Must understand ok. I always kena by her and thanks to her, the whole class bully me most of the time. hah. So, its time for revenge bebeh. Haha
*evil laugh*

Okok, da stop. Haha.

Oh, ya, yesterday, I played whole long Hindustani songs. Now, i’m bursting malay song. Hahah.

Ps. I just wish my life is like a dream where it can happen the way I want it to be

Pps. There’s no need to rush honey when it comes to love. Take it slow.

ok, da. Nights world. tom swimming with the cousins. Best kepe. Pagi2 lak tu. Haha

zaf is the best

2008-11-12T14:20:00.002+08:00

My beloved zaf, is so nice today. Haha. love u man. im so not going to forget you when u are in trouble ok. haha.

Ok, da. Enough of zaf. Moving on, today marks sab’s legal day. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HONEY! Love you many2. Haha. well. hope u like the present we bought for you. At this age, hope you know what’s right and wrong for you. May Allah bless you with a great life. And do enjoy this very day ok. love u beb!

So, yeah, I know zaf is not satisfied with that one tiny line about her. So, I’m writing more. Haha. zaf has been a kind soul today by saving me out of my terrible misery which I don’t wish to tell the whole world what is it. So, yeah, SHE FREAKING SAVE ME OUT OF THAT OK!! IMAGINEEEEEEEEE!! The one that laugh at you when you have got problems but, despite that, handing out her hands to offer a help. Yes, she did that. Haha. well, maybe everyone knows about that lah. Just that I discover today only cannot meh? Haha. so, yeah. Thanks zaf! Tak rugi aku ade anak sedare mcm ko. Terharu pon ade. Haha.

Ok, da. Enough. Got UT tomorrow and people like syaz already engrossed in studying and here I am, blogging. Haha. ok, da. Bye!